Grind & Pray ( Yn and august alsina)

17.

Yn pov

it's been 2 months and august been m.i.a , I talked to his mama and she told me he came back home to new Orleans, I've tried calling and texting him and he been ignoring me. i see him on instagram and stuff and hes working on a song . his mama tried to get him to talk to me and he wouldn't. she said he's going back to his old ways like smoking more, Drinking more. hanging with people who set a bad example and she said he have hoes around which broke my heart but, I miss him like hell and it's killing me .

anyways I'm 8 and a half months pregnant and I'm ready for my baby to come. he's been kicking alot more , I can Tell he's ready to meet his Mommy too. my sister mila and my Bestfriend drew been around more because since august been m.i.a and without them I would be on my own.

I was sitting on the couch with drew holding her daughter justice she 4 months and her other daughter dior who is 2 was sitting on the floor watching spongebob

" She's so cute " I laughed and justice laughed to

" Thanks " Drew said sticking out her tounge at justice

my baby started kicking my stomach hard and I moaned

" You alright? " Drew asked

I slowly nodded " He just kicked me hard as hell " I laughed

she laughed and sat up from laying down on the couch

" You talked to August? " she asked

I looked at the Tv and shook my head

" He making it seem like he ion wonna talk to me so it's whatever " I shrugged

" But do you miss him? "

I nodded " of course I do . But he ignoring my calls and texts I talk to his mom though, She call everyday to check up on me "

" He'll eventually come back. I mean he gone wonna be in his child's life "

" I hope "

" Me to shidd I'd be mad as hell if Justin wasn't there for me "

" I left first though " I looked at her

" So? " she started " he still has no right to go m.I.a , the least he could've done was to try to win you back "

" That was part of the reason I left because I wanted to see if he was gone try to win be back, but I guess not " I signed heavy

My phone started ringing, a picture of me and August mama and her name flashed across the screen, I picked it up clicked answer then put it to my ear

" Hello? " I said

" Hey sweety"

" Hey ma, you okay? "

she laughed " Yeah, Why you ask? "

I smiled " I was just asking no biggie"

" Are you okay? "

" Yeah, I'm fine my back been hurting like hell though " I laughed

" Is he kicking alot? "

" Yeah and it be hurting so bad "

" You only got a month or so to go right? "

" Yeah , I can't wait "

" Me either. I'm trying to come to Los angles for the birth, So in about 2 weeks or so I'll be there ... with August"

" I hope he come but yay I miss you."

" Here go August,  I'm bouta give him the phone "

" Hello? "

I smiled at the fact I heard his voice

" H-hey August "

"wassup? "

" August I miss you and its driving me insane , you been ignoring me like I'm just some hoe "

" Yn, We just needed a break ya know? sometimes that's what married couples need and you not just some hoe plus you left first "

" But I left first because I wanted a break August,  It was going to be back in about an week or so but you left for 2 Months . and the least you could've did was answer your damn phone you had me feeling like you don't love me "

" Baby,  I love you to death do us apart trust me okay?  we been together for to long for me to stop loving you yn and we bouta have a child together and I've been missing you like crazy to "

" Then why have you been ignoring me? "

He smacked his lips "Yn get over that I'm talking to you ain't I? "

" whatever August shit,  I'll talk to you later "

" Love you "

" Love you to " I said low then hung up

I sat my phone back down and looked at Drew , she was looking at me shaking her head

"what? " I laughed

" so you and August coo now? "

" Yeah "

" what he say? "

" he said that we needed a break and he missed me like crazy and stuff "

she laughed " That don't sound right to me because if he missed you he wouldve been answering you " she shurgged " You needa ask him more about this "

I looked at the tv thinking if she was right or not and if j should do it or not.