Can't Let Go

__ ONE MONTH LATER__

( * ZANAYE'S POV * ) ---

Me and Sam's relationship has been on a rocky road. He'll always say he wants to spend time with me an just talk , but then when he comes over he tries to FUCK! Knowing that I'm not ready to share my self with him . That little oral incident that happened a couple weeks ago shouldn't have happened, cause things always lead from one thing to another. Im just not ready for that yet Harmony. I whined threw the phone.

Zay, maybe you should talk to him about how you feel about things and hell understand, Harmony said.

Ill invite him over later today and see whats going on, and see where it goes from there. I sighed.

Yeah girl, i think thats the best thing to do. Just call me if you need anything I'm always here for you, Harmony said' before hanging up the phone.

After getting off the phone with harmony i decided to call Sam. He answered on the 3rd ring, "hello" he stuttered though the phone. He sounded like he was crying or mad or something.

We need to talk Sam , so can you come over around 6pm tonight.? Yea, I guess i can do that, he said bluntly through the phone. On that note we ended the phone conversation. \

I think theres something going on with Sam but he isn't telling what it is. Im gonna try to find out tonight when he comes over. Its already like 2:30pm. I might as well go shopping with the time being. Shopping helps me waste time.

I played my music out loud on my stereo while i pulled out a basic outfit to go to the mall in. Just some jeans and a black and white polo sweater with my bred 11's. I hopped in the shower washed my body and face, got out waited for the mirror in the bathroom to un fog an look at my reflection. I lotions and got dressed, i decided ill were my hair curly so i air dried it a little and added a little moisturizer to it so it doesn't nat up. Brushed my teeth but on a little lip gloss and grabbed my phone and wallet and left out.

I made it to the mall and went into Hollister one of my favorite clothing stores in the mall's plaza. I was looking at some cute tops when i felt eyes on me from behind. I turned around and i was right it was a group of boys and girls giggling about something looking at me. I rolled my eyes and continued to look at the tops. I found 5 tops that i was adoring and payed for them and continued on my shopping journey.

I went into Victoria secrets because they have that addicting perfumes that smelled so good. As i was smelling the perfumes that same crowd of people came inside. This time one of they guys approached.

Whats up ma ? The tall light skinned curly hair boy asked.

Umm Hi .. I said rolling my eyes.

Dang shorty I'm trying to be a kind gentlemen and approach you and get your name , and you giving me attitude already, i chuckled showing off my perfect set of white teeth.

Well.. My name is Zanaye and yours? i asked raising a eyebrow.

Im Marcel , but you can call me Marc if you like.

Well then Marcel , what made you come over to approach me in Victoria secrets. I said , we both laughed.

I just thought i had to get to know you, a beautiful girl like you at that. Can i have your number?

I dont know if i should tell this boy no or give him my number, knowing i have a boyfriend that i care about o so dearly. But who said we cant have friends in this relationship, well i didn't and plus he's a cutie. Hopefully he'll understand that we can only be just friends.

I have a boyfriend Marcel, I told him honestly.

Oh really, well thats fine we can still be friends and get to know each other right? he asked with a slight smile.