Amaya POV
I layed between August legs while he braid my hair he was really good at.
Amaya: Aug can I ask you a question?
August: ya sure
Amaya: do you see us having a future together?
August: umm I don't know I never thought about it.
Amaya: well think about it now
August: why?
Amaya: I just want to know if am wasting my time or not.
Aug slowly removed himself from me and turned me around.
August: look Amaya don't start this right now while we having a good time.
Amaya: fine Aug whatever can you bring me home?
August: you serious we just got here .
Amaya: I know but am ready right now.
August: okay fine let's go man.
I knew August was pissed but come on I needed to know where we stand I wasn't going to leave him or anything I just wanted to know if it was okay for me to be with someone else at the same time . It's not that am being a bitch or anything is the fact that I know I will not be able to still be his fuck buddy forever and there will never be a chance for us to actually title our relationship. August pulled up at my house in about a hour time.
Amaya: can you come in so that we can talk properly?
August: what's their to talk about?
Amaya: Aug please just let me explain my self.
August: whatever mane .
Amaya: thank you . We stepped out of his car and went into the house.
August: so what's up
Amaya: listen and listen good I don't want you getting all mad at me okay.
August: aitt let me hea what you got to say .
Amaya: I know you don't want a relationship and I was just wondering if it was okay if there is a chance to see someone else other than you .
August: umm you serious?
Amaya: yeah I mean it would be unfair for me to wait for you for so long and I wouldn't get to be in a relationship with you at the end of the day.
August: so let me get this straight you telling me that you want to be with someone else cause I won't be able to love you or giving our relationship a title?
Amaya: well yes .
August: look Amaya I really want to be with I do it's just that I never fell in love with anyone ever. I don't know how that feels like .
Amaya: don't you think I don't know but Aug I really want to be in a relationship with you .
August: I thought you said you were going to wait for me.
Amaya : I am waiting for you but how long will that take August? I can't keep waiting forever for you to decide if you want to be with me .
August: I know that Amaya but can you at least a year or two .
Amaya: no Aug I can't .
August: look baebeh I like you a lot am feeling you more than I ever felt about any other woman. Can't you just let's us just keep messing around for a while.
Amaya: you know what just go August. Think about what I said and when you feel like you ready let me know.
August: what! Amaya I don't know how long that will take.
Amaya: well if it takes longer than a couple of months then your chance is gone .
August:you serious?
Amaya: dead .
August packed his things and walked out and slammed the door . I didn't want to do this but come on I deserve to be treated better right .
Phone convo:
Amaya: Casey I need you right now.
Casey: be their in fifteen minutes
End of phone convo. Fifteen minutes later Casey burst through my door.
Casey : gurl what happened?
Amaya: August and I had a fight .
Casey : what about weren't you guys just okay?
Amaya: yeah but I guess I messed up .
Casey: what happened?
Amaya: I told him he needs to put a title on our relationship.
Casey: is that a bad think to want to be with someone you love .
Amaya: I don't love him but I just want to know that he's mine and no other female.
Casey: I get what your saying gurl just don't give up on time just yet.
Amaya: okay I hope he decides soon so that we can get on with our lives.
Casey: that's true but I think your problem is that you aren't getting any dick bitch you betta get some before you go crazy. I don't want a crazy friend.
Casey and I watched a couple of movies and ate so many junk food . I still felt like I was wrong to do that to august but I just wanted him to my self . Casey said she soon had to because she was going on a date with Chris I felt a little jealous of her cause even though Aug and I didn't have a title on our relationship he still treated me with respect and romantic dates. I think I may have made a mistake by pushing August away but I can't help it he needs to know where I am coming from and if I didn't push him away we probably be just " messing around" just like he said.
Song for this chapter
No Love by August alsina ft Nicki Minaj
