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Y/N's POV
i can't see anything but darkness around me, i blink my eyes a few times but nothing happens. Suddenly I hear crying, I follow the sound blindly. I slowly walk to the direction.
Everything turns white and changes to a crying girl sitting on the steps of her porch, covering her face with her small hands. I try to walk close to her but something stops me.
A little boy wearing overalls and cute round glasses walks up to her. A lolipop sticking out on his back pocket. I sneak in closer but still hiding myself.
"Hey why are you crying?" the boy says to the girl but the girl doesn't answer him. he slowly takes off the girl's hand.
'it's me'
I gasp, stunned at the fact it was the young 8 year old me who was crying there. i remember that day, when my father and my mother were arguing, I wanted to go to Yoongi's house but he was sick.
"stop crying" the boy says wiping off the tears on my puffy cheeks. The girl hiccups and stops crying. She looks at him still sniffling, he pulls out his hand infront of her.
"I'm Jungkook" he says, standing tall and proud. The girl looks at him and slowly shakes his hand.
"Y-Y/N" she says and the boy pulls her up with a smiling face. i silently coo at his bunny smile. That was the first time I met Jungkook, we played in the playground after that.
Suddenly, everything changes again. This time, it was a birthday party. Jungkook's 12th birthday party, four years after we met. We met Taehyung and Jimin when we went to the party.
"Happy Birthday Kookie!" I hear me young self shout, running with arms wide open. Young me hugged Jungkook tightly a faint blush on his cheeks.
"K-Kookie?" he says covering his mouth with the sleeve of his hoodie. My youngself nodded furiously with a dumb smile and a missing tooth on the side.
"you like it?" my youngself says to him and he shyly nods looking away. I blush, remebering that scene where he took my hand when we were playing hide and seek when Yoongi was the seeker.
Everything turns white again, it changes to the two of us laughing our asses off as we eat ice cream on the sidewalk. I chuckle lowly to myself, seeing how happy he was.
Then, it all went black and I couldn't see anything again. A figure stands in front of me, its back facing me. I get closer its Jungkook, his head low and his hands clenching.
"I don't want you to get hurt"
"I-I only like you as a friend"
"Get the surgery Y/N, move on from me.be happy"
Tears suddenly fall down from my face. I sob into my hands, my knees hitting the ground. He starts walking away and I scream his name but he doesn't look back.
My eyes shot open and i wake up in a white room, my head hurts. i squint my eyes trying to adjust to the harsh lighting.
i feel a hand on my forearm slightly move. soft snores coming from the person who holds my arm tightly.
i look down to see who it is and my throat suddenly hurts. Jungkook was there sleeping peacefully on the side of my bed.
i stare at his handsome features, finding myself getting slightly sad. i slightly wince as my throat burns.
"Y/N i-" he mumbles in his sleep not finishing his sentence. suddenly, he stirs in his sleep. his eyes open and look into mine instantly, he blushes and looks away. my heart flutters for some reason and he stands up to get me a glass of water.
"Here" he hands me the glass, not looking at me. I hesitantly drink the glass, knowing it'll hurt my throat.
"Why are you here?" I say and he looks at me. We both sit in silence, i wait for his answer but it never came.
We both were akward. Not saying a word to each other, avoiding each other's glances. The atmosphere's tense, we don't know what to say.
"I-I'm sorry Y/N" he says looking at me sadness filled in his eyes but he hides it. I bite my lip ready for the words he's gonna say to me.
"I j-just can't..." he says hiding his eyes with his hair. Tears fall down constantly, i look down letting the tears fall from my eyes to the hospital bed.
"I-It's okay" i look up, not bothering to wipe off my tears. i look at him with a smile on my face, tears still streaming down my face.
"I'm s-sorry" he says looking at me, sadly. I shake my head and smile weakly at him.
"I-Its okay, i never had a chance anyways" I say, mumbling the last part to myself.
He nods and i pull out my hand. He hesitantly shakes my hand.
"Goodbye Jungkook, I loved you" I say and smile at him one last time as the girl who had a hard crush on him.
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~~~~~~~ heyyy the end is near. if u thot he would confess his love to y/n then im sorry hahaha i based this shit on real life but most of it wasnt real but i wish it did welll that it i guess theres still gonna be a next still not sure if its the last one or not.
