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Beach house (part two)

Hayes and I had our hands intertwined as we followed shawn down the staircase. The starry night visible through the massive french windows.

"Ooh la la", Luna whistled at me causing the colour of my cheeks to turn into a warm shade of pink

Shawn was already seated with his arm snaked around Raven's shoulder whilst I sat on Hayes lap, my eyes twitching a little at the sight.

"You're so hot", I heard shawn whisper against Raven's ears followed by him leaving small sloppy kisses on her neck, the unusual pang of jealousy causing me to uncomfortably shift on Hayes lap

"Baby", Hayes groans

"I'm- so sorry", I get off his lap and sit besides him

"Let's go dance", Luna grabs my hand as the music beams across the room

We start swaying our hips in sync with the music

Now if we're talking body
You got a perfect one so put it on me
Swear it won't take you long
If you love me right, we fuck for life
On and on and on

Luna pulls me closer her arms wrapped around my waist as we dance and laugh at how stupid we probably look. She then lifts me off the floor and twirls me around. We pause for a few seconds and erupt into fits of laughter

"I need.. a drink", I gasp for air and laugh simultaneously

I head to the counter filled with drinks grabbing a cup and pouring the substance in, from my peripheral vision I could see Raven and Shawn all over each other,  hungrily kissing as if there was no tomorrow. Shawn smirked at me as he kissed her, realising I was staring too long I looked away. I kept giving him signs falling into his trap and he happily took them. I'm so stupid.

I have Hayes, I'm good, I'm happy. Everything is absolutely fine. I took a huge gulp of my drink and practically ran towards Hayes who was busy talking to his friends

"Babe", I whined kissing and sucking the skin on his neck harshly

"Not here", he responded

"Then let's go upstairs", I kissed his jaw

"Mila, stop", he removed my arms from around his neck and body off his lap

My cheeks growing a dark shade of red as I drowned is misery.

I sat besides him pouting on the couch with my arms crossed

"Camila", Hayes chuckled kissing my forehead and pulling me onto his lap

"Shawn, you seem to be hitting it off well with Raven, huh?", Jacob wiggled his eyebrows

"Can't help it, she is so hot", he pulled Raven onto his lap aswell snaking his arms around her waist

"I need another drink", I whispered to Hayes

"Take mine, I just got an extra refill", Shawn suggested

Surprised he got the time

"Uh no, it's fine. I'll get mine", I declined

"Babe, I think you should get the drink, it'll save you time", I patted my shoulder

Oh, sweet Hayes. You don't see him as the monster I know he is.

"Alright", I hesitantly walked towards him leaning in to grab the cup when he moved it to the other corner

"Not so easily, Princess", he smirked

I tried reaching for the cup but accidentally had my lower abdomen between his legs sensing the growing bulge in his pants. Abruptly I grabbed the cup and sat next to Hayes quietly feeling his graze bore into my skin

A couple drinks and hours later everybody was drunk and ready to fall asleep, I on the other hand was comparatively sober and so was Shawn surprisingly.

"Let me take you upstairs, babe", I had Hayes arms over my shoulders as I dragged him upstairs and onto the bed

I need to clear a lot off my mind, the weight that was on my chest and my mind clouded with so many unnecessary thoughts.

I stepped outside the door as my feet sank into the depths of sand staring at the moon. The moon and I shared a special bond. Many nights I stayed up talking to the moon.

I was unsure about my happiness, was I genuinely happy or was it just an act? An act to convince myself rather prevent myself from further damage by getting involved with someone

"Give me a sign", I yelled at the moon

"hey", Shawn whispered

Wrong sign, I need another one.

"What do you want?", I watched him sigh at my harsh tone

"What's with the attitude?", he stepped closer as I sat on the sand

"I have no idea what you're talking about", I stare into the distance trying to appreciate the picturesque view before me

"You know exactly what I'm talking about", he was now sitting besides me

"Where's Raven? Got tired of her already?", I spat in disgust

"Camila, you have a boyfriend. So, what are you so mad about?", my eyes widen in surprise. Boys really are clueless

"I wouldn't have had one if you stayed after New Years, you disappeared shawn. NO TRACE OF YOU ANYWHERE, you know how much that hurt?", I bit back the tears forming in my eyes

"I'm sorry, I had no choice but to leave, I had problems in my family so I had to move out", his eyes softened

"You could've tried talking to me, I tried reaching out to you so many times"

"I'm sorry mila, but here I am with you", he plastered a weak smile

"And that's supposed to solve everything? It's that easy? I have a boyfriend, Shawn and you have Raven", I spat in disgust

"Raven means nothing to me, I needed a distraction watching you in this white dress hugging your curves so perfectly and that red lacy bra sneaking out. Fuck, the things you do to me, watching you pout like a child when Hayes gave you no attention made my want to come over and hug you showering you with kisses and all the love possible. Ever since that day I haven't stopped thinking about you, your body, your smile and your unfunny jokes. I really like you and I'm not ashamed of it", he wipes the tears streaming down my cheeks

"Just let me kiss you", Shawn practically begs

This is so wrong, so so wrong. But nothing comes easy.

"Shut up and kiss me", with that he grabbed my face and crashed his lip on mine. My hormones going absolutely insane as his kiss deepened bitting my lower lip to gain access into my mouth. He rubbed the small of my back reassuring me and taking all of my doubts away.

Why does everything wrong feel so right?

End of the beach house series!! Also, do you guys want me to include chapters based solely on smut?