let me hold you in my arms, one last time.
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"here, now you can keep me near your heart, where i belong" jimin sighs, admiring his beautiful mother before him. she looked down at the locket in her hands, smiling weakly.
"i love it. thank you minnie" she weakly replies.
she stretches her arms out and welcomes him to be held. he melts into her touch and closes his eyes."min, when i leave, promise me that you'll be strong, okay? i will always be watching over you, my angel. i love you so much"
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jimin wakes up, feeling the rays of the sun lightly kissing his face through the blinds. he lays there, reminiscing the beautiful memories that him and his mother shared. she was all he had, but jimin was glad she could rest happy. sure, it did hurt him, it still does but, the things she's been through made his pain look like nothing compared to the kind of life she lived.
she always told jimin how much of a miracle he was to her. how happy she was when he was born and the hardships she went through just to raise her baby boy. he was so thankful to have a mother like her. however, she wasn't always that happy. when jimin was born, his father left her, broken and confused. he had forced her to neglect her baby but out of the love and kindness of her heart, she kept him, which was the reason why he left.
jimin was mad at first, at his father. why would he leave such an amazing woman? but he slowly thought about it. maybe i shouldn't have existed. everything would be better for my mother.
but his mother reassured him. she told him how much he meant to her and that she was so thankful that she had him.jimin holds the locket around his neck and places it on his heart, looking up at the ceiling. he quietly thanked whoever was up there for taking her ever so peacefully and leaving him with so many lovely memories to reminisce.
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jimin's job is probably not the best thing to work as, but he adores his job. he loves seeing all the little children smile and all the animals get adopted.
it was already 6:54 pm and he was getting ready to lock up when he sees a boy with blue hair walk in. he didn't really think much of him and still minded his business.
then the boy comes to the counter.
"hello! how may i help you?" jimin smiles.
jimin took in the boy's appearance andgood lord, he's handsome.
the boy pushed his hair back with his hands and placed dog food on the counter.
"just these, please" the boy states, seemingly tired.
'al-alrighty then. do you have a bag? or do you need a plastic one?' jimin asks, trying to keep his gay down."i already have one" the boy says.
's-so, long day, huh?' jimin tries to thin the tension in the air for him.
"mhm, yeah. just wanna get home to my dog" the blue haired boy chuckles.'must be nice to have someone to go home to, huh?' jimin sighs, smiling at the endless memories he made with his mother, remembering the happiness he felt when he came home to hugs and hearty meals cooked by her.
"it is, really" the boy flashes a boxy smile, making jimin's heart skip two beats.
'alright, here's your things! thank you and please come back' jimin passes the change but the boy shook his head.
"keep the change. i'll see you around, brown eyes" he winks and leaves the store, leaving jimin pink.
he looks down to see a bunch of $20 bills and holds it close to his heart.
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"...life's hard man" jungkook sighs "it's a huge roller coaster that literally nobody has control of"
'shut up and do your damn homework instead of complaining so much, good grief!' jin chimes in, looking up from his lap top.
"quiet down, i'm trying to relax here" jimin groans at the two. "can't a boy have a spa day?"
jimin's sassyness came in to play as he paints his nails.'aish! you too! whatever, jungkook do your work, you have exams tomorrow' jin bickers.
"jimin hyung, why do you seem so flustered today?" jungkook changes the topic to the smallest boy
'huh, yeah, why's that' jin asks, now all the attention is averted to jimin.
"nothing," he sighs, and smiles "nothing at all"
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hold me or don't -ˋˏ✄ vmin
Fanfiction"every minute with you is everything i've always longed for"