1- hard to face reality

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"It's not my fault you dont like girls!". Will couldn't stop thinking about what mike said earlier. What did he mean? Would he... suspect anything?

[ will POV]
after mike said this, i bursted into tears, not only because i was upset, but because all these questions came back to my mind. I do not know what i feel towards mike, and it scares me. I am afraid i could be...that i... i could like boys. But every time i see mike with eleven, or even when i think about it, my heart is heavy. But i dont like to admit it. Mike is my best friend and i dont want to ruin everything... especially because i know i have no chance to date him. He is not gay.

[mike POV]
why did i say that? When i saw his face, my heart broke. I don't think he understood what i meant. I just wanted to tell him that he doesnt want a girlfriend so that he could always be a kid... not that he's not interested in girls in general. But then... he looked at me and i knew..i mean i think i do. Would will be... gay?

[omniscient]
The day after, will woke up late. Joyce knocked and asked him to come eat breakfast, but he wasn't hungry. He felt...empty. now he was afraid to see mike again. His best friend! It was sunday, so he had the whole day to do nothing but think and draw.
Mike woke up early this morning, because of a strange dream he had. El called him to ask him to come over, but mike needed to think. So he stayed home.
He took his w-t
- Will? , mike said, with a weak voice
- morning, mike, he said, coldly
- can we.. talk? Pl-
- if it's about what happened yesterday mike, i'd rather not talk about it.
- well... not really
- ok. Meet me at my house in 15 minutes.
- thank you, mike said, relieved.

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