Flash one shots er just harrisco idk

some priv shit

This was actually something i wrote in the notes app on my phone. I had no intention o publishing it but here we go.
Also dont judge me. The ending was dry af like I said...THIS WAS ORIGINALLY ONLY MEANT FOR ME

    🐻💞🐻💞Fanfictionnnn🐻💞🐻💞

"Πες μου, πόσες φορές χάσατε τη φωνή σας σε κάποιον που δεν ακούει καν?"

If I had known what I know now, I never would have gone to Star Labs. Never would have talked to him. Never would have given him a chance. Never would have even gone to Earth 2. But instead, im stuck with nothing. Nothing at all. I miss him so much..but nothing can bring him back.

~~~~~~~~flashback tingz~~~~~~~~~~
                     
Harry's POV

It was a normal day at Star Labs, and we were working on a way to return Barry's memories to him. I went to the lab and started working on some quadratic equations.

Cisco's POV

"You can do this Cisco, its easy" I thought to myself. "Just telling the love of my life how I feel, no biggy" As I was getting into deep thought, I ran into him...those crystal blue eyes, strong chest, handsome face.. god, Cisco!!! Just stop. "Cisco??" He said. "Waving his hands in front of my eyes". I was daydreaming about our perfect date again. "Ramon, are you ok?" "I just wanna kiss you.".....I did it. Biggest mistake of my life.

Harry's POV

"I just wanna kiss you" He did it. His lips were warm and soft—I cant believe he just said that. I also cannot believe how angry I got. I slapped him. Hard. And I have no idea why. I guess I was shocked. Scared. Surprised. Was Cisco even gay?

Cisco's POV

He slapped me. I had no idea what to think. My eyes started to fill up with tears, so I opened a portal to my house. I laid on that couch for three days. My motivation to get up: none.

No one' POV
Nobody had seen cisco for 3 days until he showed up looking terrible. He had red, puffy eyes with bags under them, and a scowl on his face. When he arrived at Star Labs, everyone was concerned, everyone was crowding Cisco asking him "Why happened?? Why did you just disappear? Where have you been?" Nothing... All he said was, "It was nothing..Im back now" Without his usual peppiness in his voice. For a minute, Harrison and Cisco made eye contact and Harry had seen something in Cisco's eyes he had never seen before. Heartbreak. Shame. And he knew it was all because of him.

Cisco's POV
Life feels empty now. It feels like I can barely remember the last time I smiled. The moment that keeps playing over and over again. I walked out of the cortex as everyone asked what was wrong I didn't want anyone to see me crying. Especially, harrison.

Harry's POV
"Excuse me everyone, I need to talk to Ramon" I said. He had the look of "dammit" on his face. "Fuck you" he said as I chased him down the hall. "Ouch" I thought. "Cisco, please just listen." I pleaded. "Listen to what, huh?"

Cisco's POV
I turned around, tears threatening to fall, and my face burning. "Listen to what, huh, TELL ME WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO LISTEN TO HARRISON!!?" I was pissed on a whole nother level. "I POUR MY WHOLE FUCKING HEART OUT TO YOU, I GATHER THE FUCKING COURAGE TO KISS YOU EVEN THOUGH THAT WASN'T THE ORIGINAL PLAN, AND YOU FUCKING SLAP ME YOU ASSHOLE!!?" I held holding back a sob at this point. "Cisco I—" he tried to say. "SAVE IT IM DONE." "Cisco Ramon...I love you" "I cant even believe that you would go this far just to hurt me again." "I'm not trying to hurt you, its the truth...Im sorry I slapped you, I was just shocked, I was angry because I believed no one could love me. Not even my own daughter." "Oh, Harrison" I said. "Of course I love you." -kiss-

Harrison's POV
Before I knew it, it was all over. A speeding red hand was sent through my loves chest. It was barry. Barry Allen. The flash. Cisco was dead. My one true love. And as of tonight, so was I.

No one's POV
Cisco's time of death: 11:52 pm.(monday) Harrison's time of death: 11:52 pm (tuesday)
~~~~~~~~~~~~news report~~~~~~~~~~
Harrison Wells was found dead at 11:52 pm. It was a apparent suicide. Condolences come go out to the family.