[Leona Wolfe, 16 years later]
*Dream*
I remember this day it was the day my life became hell. The worst part is no matter how many times this day has replayed in my mind i have never seen it in third person like this.This just makes it more torturous to me.I watch younger self while I'm frozen in place. "Mommy lets go outside" I whine dragging mommy outside. "Wait up Lea" she calls
She lifts me up and props me onto her hip.I try to wiggle out of her grasp "Mommy I made
y-you something, you have to see it !" I state impatiently
"Ok ok... Let's go" she says in a gentle tone staring at me lovingly. We walk for what seems like hours with me whining every 30 seconds about it. Soon we start to round the corner of the house I start talking. "Mommy I really love you and I know you love red roses so me and Alyssa w-we we...it's destroyed!!!" I look in at my smashed garden in horror and notice paw marks. "It's ok love we'll build another one first lets find out who...." She gets cut off by slow clapping. She closes her eyes and sniffs.My mommy pushed me behind her defensively and growled a venomous deep threatening low growl that had me cowering behind her. "Get off of my land NOW!!" She growled trying to restrain her wolf. "Eh eh eh.... You have something in need" he smirked walking closer to me. With each step he took her growls got louder as she started shifting.(first eyes,next canines then claws,then bones and fur)
He took one step right in front of her trying to reach me and mommy lunged. Mommy's wolf was huge and was tan with red paws and red ears.Mommy was so distracted she didn't notice his motives.He shifted into a ugly brown and reddish brown polkadot wolf at the last moment and clawed mummy's underbelly and bit her shoulder.Mommy whimpered and clawed at his eyes and sunk her teeth into his hind leg ripping his leg from the knee down off I turned away as blood splattered. I noticed a lone flower still surviving and plucked it.I turned back see mommy bleeding and the wolf smirking as he fleeted off. "Mommy ?..."I whimpered out as I fell to my knees
"Baby I love you don't let anyone tell you otherwise" she sat up and kissed me on the forehead before collapsing on the floor. I rolled the flower between my left thumb and forefinger "But you're ok and you'll always love me right? Together and forever right?"I asked her as I placed the rose in her hand
"Right" she whispered crying as she closed her eyes "forever"
"Goodnight mommy" I laid down next to her humming me and Mommy's favorite song:
Ring around the Rosie
pockets full of Posey
ashes ashes we all fall down.....
But in turn we didn't all fall down that day it was only her who fell and I was the cause of it.
*End of dream*
I see black literal black.
I just wish all my worries could go away and I could stay like this forever, a neutral state you know? I internally sighed but It'll be my normal horrible life in about 3............2.........1
I am awoken from my euphoria by an bucket of ice water being Poured on me.(annoyingly high voice) hashtag ice bucket challenge. Ugh no. To make matters worse my room is freezing cold.
"Bitch your fat ass overslept and didn't make us food" my Soon-to be-alpha,Chase Wolfe [aka my older brother] yells at me. I roll off of the bed just in time to avoid my daily morning punch . If he had a motto it would be: an insult a day keeps my happiness away.I'm tempted to announce it too but I don't think I can handle anymore beatings "bet you thought you were real smart there huh? Well your not ya dumb bitch" He punches me in the jaw and continues ranting about how stupid I am and how I can't shift,how ugly I am....etc, etc,etc.... as of now it's sad to say that I'm used to it.This is how I wake up, EVERY morning. I am honestly very confused and flattered that he would waste his time on me instead of hammering the pack nail with his screwdriver (if you catch my non-subtle innuendos).Like Dafuq?Yeah every pack has (at least)one plastic bimbo bitch who's faker than my knockoff gold chain and Bruce Jenner's nose put together ,Aurora.Let me hesplain something to ju about Aurora she is not the "goddess of light", more like the goddess of opening her legs at the speed of light.Every guy is after her because honestly beneath all of the hate I harbour for her she's a slut.And a biatch... Out of the entire pack she's made it her rightful duty to abuse and harass me to no extent.I should probably listen to my brother right now....."...and you'll probably get rejected by your mate.Who wouldn't reject you? I mean you're fa...." Maybe not... All I hear is.....(rada-rada-rada-rada) before I get kicked through the wall "....And make sure you have the house prepared for the party with the White Oasis pack by 5:30!Find another way to school you bitch.I'm leaving with Aurora!" "Y-yes Cha...I mean Alpha" I stutter out. He growls at my mistake and slams the door to my "room" on my way out."As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death.I take a look at my life and realize there's nothin' left...." The voice of Coolio [also known as my ringtone] blasts throughout my bedroom,I find my phone in my bathroom.I read the id and see its Alyssa and pick it up
"Hey Alyssa " I say groggily
"LEA!!!! Oh my gerd,the new alpha is at our school, and he is HOT. I'll be at your house in 10" I cringe away from the phone, press my finger in my ear and move the phone to my other ear." What the fu....Alyssa!! dude, ow...are you tone deaf ?"
"NO...anyhow get dressed nice and how about we both wear THE dress.New Year,new start ya know?"she squeals
"How about...No!" I automatically respond.
For about 2 years she has been nagging me about wearing THE dress. Let me hesplain something to you about THE dress,it's horrible.Its a much more torturous than Chinese Waterboarding (and that's saying something).THE dress
(More like thick belt and a tank top ) is more clingy than Aurora .It is a white (second skin)kind of dress, it has an even tighter corset bodice. The skirt of the dress had black lace embellishments and reached mid thigh.The dress would practically scream hoe as much as Santa, if it could talk that is.She wanted me to wear it. I am not a hoe.....so..........no I will not wear that "thing".Ugh.
"Lissy...do I look like a hoe to you"I spoke slowly as if she was a slow 5th grader.She scoffed "Lea I swear to goddess....just put the dress on it looks gorgeous on you and it makes your eyes pop and it'll make your boobs look great.If you're not dressed in 6 minutes I will kill you.." "Sure" i drawl out sarcastically rolling my eyes at her pleading voice and attempts at being demanding, although she can't see me.I got sort of curious and examined myself in my bathroom mirror.
My eyes and weird forehead mark thing were bright today.
My eyes glowed an electric blue and silver colour and my forehead mark thing was silver.
I looked down at my boobs pushed them up and shrugged.I mean they're sort of small
(34 b) but they're fine I guess....
"Look i'll buy you a subway sandwiches if you wear it, by the time I get there."
"I want more than that..." I stated matter-of-factly
*3 minutes later *
I'm very satisfied right now.
I have FOUR freaking subway sandwiches.Other than the occasional scowl thrown my way I'm in heaven.Right now Alyssa is applying "clown stuff" on my face,saying that she needs to "accentuate" my features.Shes just feeling salty because I have subway and she doesn't .Also maybe,I kind of smudged my lipstick a couple of times while eating the sandwiches. Its not my fault, a girls gotta eat (A werewolf girl).
"Done....oh no you don't"I pouted as she snatched my sandwich away.
"b-but I'm STARVING " I whined
"Come on dude I finished getting ready you need to get ready also" she responded in an exhausted tone
"Ok I'm not starving but I am hungry.Now gimme gimme..."I said honestly reaching out for my leftover quarter of a sandwich.
She rolled her eyes and ate my sandwich.
"You're a damn liar Lea you ate four sandwiches.Now look at how gorgeous you are "she eyed me in disbelief and then awe."I'm not a liar you're a murderer you ate him! I really was hungry and yo..wow"I said as I turned around and gasped at the person in the mirror. I caressed her face and then did a once over.
One thought that briefly drifted through my mind was....
"Dayyum..... She gotta bae or naw?"
Ard ---insert reader name--- that's it.Was it good?
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WerewolfLeona is fearless yet fearful. She fears her life, living in caution of Everything she does, worried about surviving but she doesn't fear her pack. Her tormentors,her abusers. But when a wolf is fed up...
