I'm sorry baby. The light on the other side is close which can be hard to see at points but you'll get to see it soon. Just remember to breathe eat a little snack and step away from everything for a couple minutes. If you skipped a meal go eat and remember to sleep at least a couple hours so your body can be good. Just know you can always text me and get things off of your chests or even better come down and do something fun. If you can't come down go out and do something fun to take the stress off of your body for a little bit. I hope you don't get too stressed out and can relax some. I get that college will be stressful, but remember if one thing one time it won't ruin your whole life probably. Just remember you are loved and you'll be able to anything.