Started Off Young But I Thought We Were 4L♥️

Good News Or Bad News🙇🏾‍♀️💭

* Taina POV *
*2months Later*
It's been 2 long months I decided not to go on tour with kentrell even though it was his first one i wanted to give him space, i also have a job to attend & i felt like i would end up being a bother but i didn't tell him that. I haven't spoken to him in some days we had a big argument & i just kept blacking out on him at random times for reasons but not really big reasons he said i was stressing him out & he was done trying he'll see me when he got back home. I been real moody, emotional & i missed my period🥺 So i was on my way to Dr. to see what's going on with me" I pulled up getting out my car, going in signing my name before i took a seat i should've stopped to get food i'm so hungry i can cry right now & i don't know how long they gon take😢 i picked up my phone scrolling down instagram i've been staying off here if it wasn't for business purposes, i was still scrolling until i seen kentrell with some girl i thought maybe she's a fan before i clicked her page seeing she's been with kentrell the past couple of days, i took a deep breath and went to his message before my name was called, locking my phone i walked in the back. Hi Taina, how are you today, haven't seen you in a while, what's wrong today? I think i'm pregnant😫 i missed my period but then again it could be stress i told her, Well let's see go pee in this cup & sit it on the desk we'll check all test to see if everything's good & once it come back we'll  if we need to do an ultrasound or not? I took the cup going into the bathroom attached to the room; i pee'd in the cup, washed my hands & walked back out handing it to her instead of sitting it down i was getting nervous i wish kentrell was here with me but instead he's doing the same thing he told me he wouldn't do all because he can't handle my emotions so i'm done with him, I can't keep doing this with him" After 15 minutes of waiting my doctor walked back in, Well Taina you are indeed pregnant, 8 weeks at that that. Hop up here let's hear ya baby heartbeat & see the tiny cute bug she said smiling, The gel is a lil cold when i first put it on she said as she was putting it on, i laughed This is ya lil baby he/she is gonna continue to grow strong, this is the heartbeat she turned the volume up & i couldn't do nothing but get emotional😢 wow i have a human growing inside of me i thought to myself, she let me record it & handed me my ultrasound pictures, " In the front she's going to give you a prescription for prenatal gummies and your next appointment Congrats Taina, it's a blessing💚. I walked out getting both things the doctor said i needed before going to Walgreens to get my prescription filled & some things for around my house i needed more of" I wanted to tell kentrell but i'll wait til he call me or come here like he said he was suppose to be coming back today but who even knows if he wanna talk i won't force him but i will apologize for being how i was if i have to😂.  * missed call from sheronda*
I slid it over calling her right back i forgot i turned my volume off, I put it to my ear hearing it ring.
Sheronda: so what did the doctor say? & how are you feeling? where are you?
Me: ma calm down first, i'm okay i'm at walgreens getting some things, im feeling okay & im 2 months pregnant but please don't tell kentrell yet, we had an argument a couple of days ago he told me he was done with me because i kept blacking out on him and then calling him crying about it a hour later so i don't wanna stress him out more, i heard a * ding* in my ear! *message from ken💚*
Ken: hey queen, my tour got extended for a week longer" sorry about ignoring you!
Me: Ok..
Ken:Come on ma don't do this i said sorry,
Me: yeah your sorry alright, be sorry with your new hoe that been with you all week, & i'm pregnant but we don't need you bye!
* oh shit sheronda* I put the phone back to my ear, MOMMA!!!!!! i'm so sorry kentrell texted me talking about he won't be home til next week but i seen some girl posting him she was with him all week now all i wanna do is cry but say forget it i knew he wouldn't change anyway!
Sheronda: STOP STRESSING THAT MAN, Your going to be just fine when you finish come by the house i cooked and you need to eat she said right before hanging up.I loaded my car before getting in, i sat there & just cried idk why i'm so emotional i hate this now i gotta raise a baby alone, i said to myself grabbing my phone to plug it up i seen kentrell on ft, wtf how did i even answer for you!!!!! He just looked at me with a sad face, stop all that crying we gon be fine your not raising no baby alone & im not cheating on you i'll be home tonight i was trying to surprise you but that baby got you so emotional just relax ma, i love you💚
Me: i love you too💚 i'm going to your mom house until your back i don't wanna be alone & she cooked i said before hanging up on him.
*Kentrell POV*
Hurry up & get me home to my emotional ass wife please and thank you i told the guy that was driving the sprinter van.I went in the back room and just smiled to myself wow i'm having a baby with the girl i wanna be with forever i really wasn't cheating on her with that girl, i did meet some girl in one of the cities i visited but it was a one night stand & i have to tell her that the baby i was having is mine or i should wait til her pregnancy over i just don't want to sneak behind her cause i'm trying to do right all thoughts to myself 💭.
*5hours later*
I pulled up to my house taking all my stuff out the sprinter into my house, I wanted to shower & change clothes before i went to get taina emotional ass" All the guys were here and probably would be here for a while but i was leaving I walked up the steps going in my bathroom turning the shower water on before i took my clothes off getting in, After doing my hygiene and finding something to put on i was ready to go, i walked downstairs seeing everybody spread out everywhere" aye say whenever ya leave make sure ya lock up before i walked outside getting in my car pulling off. I stopped at cvs walking down the aisle looking for Tay favorite candy i seen the same girl i slept with in the 2nd city i visited it, oh god help me i walked past her until she called my name is pinned around slowly" oh wassup shawty, you haven't called me so you tell me? she asked! I was on tour ain't have time to be in my phone i just got back in the city i'll holla at you i told her before trying to ease away, I'll meet you outside cause we need to talk about something serious, she said before walking off! I continued to look for the candy for Taina before i found it, grabbing a teddy bear, gift bag & some roses, i walked off going to the line paying for it so i can see what this girl want i'm trying to be loyal. I walked out seeing her by my car " bruh💀"Wassup ma, what we need to talk about? I'm pregnant she came straight out just saying it! aye say wtf you mean you pregnant? i said putting my hand on my head, i'm pregnant kentrell i don't want your money or anything you can come with me to the doctor, do the math & if you even want a dna test we'll take it, she said "okay where's your phone? i asked before i told her i'm gon give you my important phone #, call me when the DR. appt is, she hugged me i had no choice but to hug back before getting in my car, i didn't even want to go pick Taina nomore, i just keep fucking up shit with her, now i gotta tell her about two babies made on her and i know she won't forgive me for this one but i'm going to just be honest, i pulled up to my momma house getting out i locked my doors before going in the house looking for my mom before i bump into Taina, seeing my mom in the kitchen i walked up next to her, she looked at me" Kentrell spit it the fuck out stop looking at me like that, come in the backyard with me i don't wanna talk & Tay hear me, We stepped out on the back porch, i put my hands in my head before looking up speaking to my mother, ma i got somebody else pregnant on tour & the first girl i got pregnant the baby is mine what am i suppose to tell Taina now? she just stared at me for a long time before she started to walk away " the truth, that's what the hell you better tell her or i will" goodnight kentrell. I walked back in the house after her going upstairs to wake Tay up, she looked so beautiful sleeping i climbed in the bed kissing her lips while she slept, i didn't even tell her yet & it's hurting me to see her hurt she moved around in her sleep before she opened her eyes looking at me smiling, Come on ma, or you wanna stay here for the night? We both can she shook her head yes, i went in the bathroom using it & washing my hands
before getting in the bed with Taina cuddling all the way under me.