Started Off Young But I Thought We Were 4L♥️

Emotional Wreck

Weeks Later...
Taina POV*
It's been weeks since i been kicking it with toosii, i really like him but i play so hard to get & don't show no emotions even though i want to, i know he's tired of me giving him the cold shoulder & turning him down it's just i don't want to let no one in so easy after my past, yesterday we had a movie night & had sex, it felt so good but now i feel like it's wrong i been avoiding him all day & our hosting is next week, i'm not gonna cancel even though i want to, i rolled out of bed & went to go do my hygiene so i can go get myself together, i had plans for me & malia today.
*3 hours later*
I was at kentrell's house picking up my daughter & here he was questioning me about something he seen on the shaderoom! Kentrell stay the hell out of my business your back house is like a hoe house shall i go see who back there right now? his eyes got wide! oh okay that's what i thought get your nose out my business. After grabbing malia & leaving we were heading to the mall to do a lil bit of shopping for her, i'll handle myself next weekend i just wanted to spend some QT with her between kentrell & my mom living so close by she's never with me and  it makes me sad, yeah she's his only daughter but she was my child first i thought to myself! hours passed by i feel like we been in here forever & we were finally leaving, heading to the bouncy house then will go get dinner.
After all that, i couldn't wait to get home & cuddle my baby! i had so many missed calls & text messages from * toosii🤍🖤* but i wasn't going to return them! i was just so ashamed to face him at this moment but i really did like him.

* Toosii POV*
I been calling shawty all day, i hope she don't regret lastnight i'm not only around for that i'm really starting to fall for her even though she so mean it attracts me more. I been in the studio for hours tryna clear my head, hope the girl i'm falling for don't leave me dry, I was finally starting to look for love in her direction just off the vibe she gives me.
* 3 days later*🙂
I was on the phone with my manager, talking about a last minute photo shoot, if she know it's me she might cancel, she been avoiding me these past days like she made a mistake & that makes me feel terrible i thought we was vibing, but i guess not. You got two hours to get there or beat her there; my manager told me before hanging up, well damn this is real last minute, I got up stretching & slapping shawty ass next to me; you gotta go ma cause i gotta go, i'll keep in touch i told her before going to get myself together. 30 mins had passed & i was on my way to pick up bro so he could slide with me, we pulled up to this big ass mansion house; oh this is the dream right here i said smiling, Wassup 2x's i was looking forward to meeting you were just waiting on Taina, we can start with you tho! I got up changing to what they gave me, wait i need a personal picture with this one outfit; here bro get the fit i said laughing

I was on my 3rd outfit change it's been almost 2 hours & T was still nowhere to be found, kinda made me feel some type of way, i was putting my clothes back on to head out & here she was walking in, she apologized about being late til she saw me & her mouth formed a " O" i looked up at the light skin blushing at me, & my whole mood changed i hate being played with, yo sweetheart, anything else with me i asked? if not i'm heading out! Yessssss i'm sorry it's just two outfit changes with her then you good to go.

* Taina POV*
We were almost done with me & toosii's part of the shoot, i understand i been avoiding him but his attitude & energy towards me is making me upset!
& CUT! the photographer said like it was a movie, i smiled at her! Aye miss shawty he said to her i don't wanna see those right now you can just email them to my manager after editing, he grabbed his stuff & walked off leaving me in my feelings he didn't say not one word to me, i mean i didn't either but wow, i put my stuff down walking to his dressing room, knocking * come in he shouted * once he seen me, he just looked before giving a fake laugh oh, you must be lost something shawty, wassup? he said rude asf! I don't know what ya problem is but you can fix it i didn't do shìt to you & you just walk off not speaking & during the whole photoshoot you just ignored the fuck outta me, i'm sorry i'm trying my hardest not be hurt again for the 3rd time, nothing was wrong with the night i really like you i just felt like i did wrong, by moving to fast forgive me for tryna protect my heart Na'jour! i said to him all in one breath; i couldn't read him but he was just staring at me, before he opened his mouth" Look shawty, if you wanted me to fall back that's all you had to fuckin tell me, if i'm chasing you & texting you pouring out my heart that means i really like you, but i'm not about to be played with just like you don't want to be so therefore you don't gotta worry about me i'll keep it strictly business, he said to me before walking off leaving me a lil emotional, wow i said to myself before going out there pushing all my feelings to the back of my head.