church girl 2 - g.d

part 9

bella's pov

  jordan and i are lying on my bed. well, i'm lying on my bed and he's sitting on my stomach while clutching at one of his new cars that grayson got him and watching a video of motorbikes going around in circles.

  "mommy. i wan' see daddy."

  he turns around and flops onto my stomach making me wince in pain.

  "okay baby. i'll tell daddy to come around tomorrow."

  he nods and digs his knee into my stomach while trying to turn back around into his previous position and while i begin to type a message to grayson i thank god that i'm not on my period.

  me:
  hey gray would u mind coming over tomorrow? jordan wants to see you

  i close my eyes after i send the text and smile, replaying the events of yesterday. after grayson told me how he felt i admitted that i felt the exact same way. after last night i feel all my old feelings for him coming back, but not only old feeling. there are also new ones that i know me or him have never felt before which makes me feel like it could be love. but i didn't tell him that because i don't want to scare him off, but i know he's feeling the same because he said he's never felt this way before and he's been with more people than me.

  i open my eyes again when i hear jordan talking to himself. i like to hear him talking because i want to know the progress on his speech to make sure he's on average for the expectations of different talking milestones for a child. as a mother, you never want anything bad or any disadvantages for your child which is why i think i'm so overprotective on jordan. he's currently babbling away about cars and roads — what he's saying makes no sense — but what he says shocks me.

  "me 'n mommy...car say 'no!' daddy gwayson..."

  he's never said my name even though i tell him it all the time just so he knows, and i've only told him grayson's name once a few days ago so the fact that he remembers it says something great about his memory but also i take it as a sign about jordan and grayson's relationship.

  i don't know what it means, but i think it's something special.

ninth chapter out of ten

sorry this is short oopsies

aw this book is almost done🤧

ily

-jenaya

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