Forbidden Love ● sebastian stan ● (#wattys2019)

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"No stop." I laugh sitting on Sebastian's lap behind his desk. "I need to go home at some point or my dad wil get suspicious."

"Ugh fineee. I can't wait till you're 21 and we can be together in public." He strokes my hair and intentionaly puts them on my face.
I kiss him once more and wave him goodbye. "Miss you already." He screams after me.

***

It is breakfast time so I grabb my phone and walk downstairs. I hear Jessica talking to my mom. "Oh my god last night was amazing mom. Soon the weading will be back on."

I stop walking in the middle of the stairs. Tears start to form in my eyes and I feel fireing pain inside my chest. Sebastian is back together with Jessica.

I wipe my teary eyes an breath heavy till I calm myself down a little. I walk downstairs like nothing happened. "Morning Penny. Why aren't you dressed already, aren't you going to work?"

I fake a smile. "No I don't feel so good I'm gonna lay in my bed till I feel better." I explain and grab a bottle of water from the fridge running straight back to bed.

*: hey are you free to hang I kinda miss you :/

H: on my way
H: wait, what happened?

*: long story just come here I really need my friend

It couldn't be more than ten minutes and Harry was knocking on my door. He plopped down next to me in a bed and I pulled a cover over him. "Why is Jessica looking at wedding magazines still?"

"Apparently they spend the night together and It was amazing." I mimic my sister's voice and roll my eyes.

"Shh.. It's okay. If he didn't choose you than he is a stupid fucker." Harry kissed my temple. "What did he say about it?" I look at my fingers. " You didn't talk to him am I right?"

I scoff. "What is there to talk about?" I start to cry again and then my phone vibrates.

S: Morning missy you're late.
S: Babe is all okay?

I throw my phone in the pile of clothes and roll my eyes. "Lets go out and do something fun." I suggested and Harry agreed right away.

***

We arrive home little later than we expected. It was already dark outside so Harry walked me to the front door.

I walk in and throw my shoes in the shoe drawer then announce I arrived. I hear faint voices from the living room and peek my head in out of curiousity. Sebastian.

Sebastian is standing next to my dad laughing about something and when he saw me he smiled. "I'll be in my room."

I look at Jessica. Her face is red as lobster and she is staring down at her feet. I don't even want to know what happened I'm so done. "Wait." My dad calls and I stop but don't look back. "Sebastian, your boss, came because he couldn't find the papers you were folding yesterday."

I knew this is a lie. Every since I work with him I haven't lifted a finger. "They are on a top shelf by the coffe machine."

I excuze myself and walk to my room where I sit down on my bed. I am not crying but I am sad or mad or whatever. "Top shelf by the coffe machine." He chuckles at my lie. "What's wrong?" He asks when I don't smile.

"What are you doing here?" I throw my hands in the air and now tears start to gather in my eyes. "I mean I know you came to Jessica but why do you have to rub it in my face?" A single tear starts to fall down my red cheek. "It hurst you know."

Sebastian widenes his eyes. "What the hell are you talking about?" He walks towards me and knels down in front of me. "Baby. Look at me." He lifts my head up. "Will you please explain me what is wrong cuz I sure don't know."

I roll my eyes. "What do you want to hear? How you fucked Jessica yesterday and now you are acting like nothing happened." I push him away.

He laughs and I get even madder. "Oh silly. That's why I love you, you crazy pants." He pulls his phone out of his pocket and scrools down some pictures then he pushes the phone in my hand.

I swipe pictures and there are Sebastian and some black dude all over them. "That's Sam. We went to Vegas yesterday after I drove you to your house."

I check at the time and location of the photos and Sebastian is telling the truth. "I feel so stupis right now." I admit and look at my hands who are nervously playing with one another.

Sebastian pulls me closer and I throw my arms around his neck. "It's okay. But who told you I fuck her?" I can see his anger but he tried to hold it in because of me.

I debate on telling him or not and I decide it's best for him not to know. "Can we just forget about it please. I'm tired and I cried all day." I admit.

"I can't believe how you tought I cheeted on you." He smiles. "Can I get a goodnight kiss now?"

I jump in his arms again and attack him with kisses all over his face and neck. "Mm baby. As much as I would love to see you cum all over again right here right now, but I have to go. I'll text you from home."

He kissed me once more and right before he opened the door he turned around. "I only love you."