Pregnant || L°F B3

12

"Boy, you're an Alien. Your touch so Foreign. It's supernatural, Extraterrestrial." - Katy Perry

Y/Ns POV

As the day went by I was getting more and more anxious. More scared. More nervous. I was sure SanE had realized Yun-Hee and I were gone, and the thought of knowing he was looking for us terrified me.

The good thing was that our plan left around dawn, so we wouldn't be in the state much longer, but I still feared the worst.

I caressed Yun-Hee's head softly as her gentle breathing was heard. I held her close and tightly until I fell asleep.

***

I was sure enough to say that I was indeed traumatized. And when the nightmares struck me that night I knew I wasn't going to be better sooner then I thought.

I sat up feeling myself in a cold sweat. I let out a crying whimper and hyperventilated heavily.

"Hey." I turned my head quickly to see Felix looking up at me with a worried expression. "It's alright." He got out of his bed and came over to me. "It's alright. I know you're scared, but everything's going to be fine. I won't let anyone hurt you I promise." I looked at him hearing his soft words.

It felt like it had been forever since I did. I relaxed and let out a breath. Glancing over at Yun-Hee who still slept peacefully, I spoke. "Can you sleep with us?" I asked then looked back at him.

"Of course." He kisses my head and placed himself under the sheets with us. We were what they say 'spooning.'

It was one of the best family moments.

***

It was currently 4:30 A.M. our plane was to leave in exactly an hour. As me and Felix packed up the few things we had Yun-Hee slept.

It was cold outside so I changed Yun-Hee's clothes to a onesie.

I put on a hat and a long Brown jacket. Felix put on a mask, a hat, and a jacket as well. To be safe he handed me a mask as well.

It was time for us to go, and just as I was about to pick up Yun-Hee, Felix stopped me.

"Can I do it?" He looked at me with pleading eyes and I couldn't help, but smile softly. "Yes." I stated simply and took the bag from him.

He hesitated for a moment before letting his hands slide around her small figure. Yun-Hee instantly whined, but once Felix laid her on his chest she stopped. Her head rested on his shoulder, and I fell in love with the sight.

He turned to look at me and smiled before giving the cue for us to leave.

I put a blanket over Yun-Hee and we left the hotel checking out just in time.

While we were walking to the gate I saw a flash, and I knew instantly that it was paparazzi.

***

The flight was long. Yun-Hee and I slept through most of it. The bed was comfortable, it was first class! Like Jesus...

When I was woken up, it was time to get off. Yun-Hee rubbed her eyes and clung to Felix's finger.

His security waiting for us outside. They walked all around us protecting us from fans and cameras. I picked Yun-Hee up and placed a blanket over her as we walked.

This was too much.

"Y/N!?"

"SHES BACK!"

"FELIX I LOVE YOU!"

"IS THAT HIS DAUGHTER!"

"OH MY GOD!!"

"YAH FELIX!"

***

We were able to make it to the car safely. A relief as too the crowd seemed to only grow. Yum-Hee sat in the back with her seatbelt buckled. She looked up watching as things passed outside.

"Eomma, where are we going? Is Appa going to come?" At the mention of 'Appa' I froze. I glanced at Felix to see him just as shocked and confused as I was.

I could tell all in his face his emotions were not pleasant. He looked at Yun-Hee then to me. Soon I realized how hurt he was. He turned away from me quick. "Felix I-" I stopped myself.

I lowered my head. Feeling shame and guilt run through me.

***

The car stopped and I looked out the window to see the company.

Oh yeah, the members are practicing. I instantly grew excited. "Yun-Hee come on sweetie!" I rushed and she quickly undid her seatbelt.

It didn't take long for a crowd to appear. Once again I had to pick Yun-Hee up, and cover her . She was confused, but she didn't question. We walked into the building being secured by the security.

Everyone greeted Felix and I. It turns out everyone was actually happy to see me. That made me feel happy myself.

As we reached the practice room I could hear music from inside. This made my heart race. I halted in my place. It had been so long. How would all the members react?

Did they look different as well?

Felix glanced at me, before just walking in. Instantly cheers were heard and the members greeted him.

I took a deep breath and slowly walked in myself. It didn't take long for them to notice me, it seemed they all look the same. Surprised expressions laid on their faces.

I looked under the blanket at Yun-Hee and made sure she was okay, before setting her down. She clung to me and moved behind me covering herself with my legs.

"Y/N....is that you?" Ji Sung spoke out first. At this point I felt the tears build up in my eyes. "You guys are acting like you're seeing a ghost." I began to let my emotions run out.

It seemed like relief crossed their faces instantly. They all came over to me engulfing me in a big group hug. "We missed you so much." Seungmin said as he laid his head on my shoulder.

"We thought they were never going to find you." Changbin said with a shaky voice.

"Yeah." Woojin said. I chuckled hearing them all. "I'm here now. That's all that matters." I smiled softly.

Yun-Hee looked up at all the boys confused before running over to Felix. "Up, Up" she raised her hands signaling she wanted to be picked up.

He smiled softly at her bending down and picking her up. Yun-Hee leaned into his ear and whispered. "I think the black haired one is cute." At these words Felix chuckled.

"Bangchan, she thinks you're cute." Yun-Hee quickly covered his mouth. "Why you speak out loud?" She asked and shook her head. I chuckled seeing them bond.