Forget the future.

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"Now you see your future, gang. Well more so Aria, The angel and squirrel." Crowley shrugged as we sat in the living room of the bunker, stunned. How could this be our future, We were moving in two weeks; I'm pregnant, we are married and happy. This was suppose to be fun, a good future. Not, Not what I seen.

I couldn't even bare to look at Dean, Let alone be anywhere near him; It hurt worse then what Ezra did and I know, I know Dean can't control the future and we have to figure out why all that happens but; He does it, Not only too me but our child and he kills himself, Leaving both our children with out their mom or dad.

I stood up to leave the living room of the bunker, Only to be stopped by Crowley. I was really torn with this guy, I was suppose to hate him and everything inside of me told me to hate him but I kind of had a soft spot for him. That's what I get for being the compassionate one. "Not yet, Love. You know why that happened." Crowley said hesitant as he eyed me, I sat back down next to Castiel. "The night Ezra was shot.. What happened?" Crowley spoke slow with a sudden raise of an eyebrow. "Alison shot him on the roof top, He wasn't going to make it but some how a miracle happened and he did make it." I explained as Spencer and Ezra nodded; Both being here. "Ah-ah. Your lying." Crowley said intrigued with a small smile as all eyes turned to me "What happened when the doctor told you he wasn't going to live." Crowley pressed, I furrowed my brows "I went in the waiting room, I cried. I was in denial." I admitted, No ashamed by that because losing Ezra entirely would be horrible. "Did you talk to anyone in the waiting room?" Crowley continued on, everyone still staring at me. "Shana." I admitted with a shrug of my shoulders, Crowley wanted me to continue as I thought hard about who I had seen or talked too. "A man." I remembered vaguely, "And.." Crowley waited. "He told me he'd bring Ezra back with one exception, Ten years from then he'd come into my house and he wasn't too be interrupted. It was a crazy, He was full of crap." I laughed, remembering what Crowley was talking about. "But he wasn't." Crowley shrugged, I gulped, adding the dates in my head as Ezra looked at me with the most shocking expression.

"I-I didn't think he was serious." I mumbled to myself, This was all my fault; How our future got so fucked up. "Azazel is dead, It's not possible." Sam spoke in confusion "Ah, Moose - But his followers are very much alive." Crowley admitted "You're no longer the boy king, Moose. Someone else took that thrown." Crowley told Sam, Sam shifted uncomfortably, Boy king? What the hell did that mean. "I'm hunting down this son of a bitch and finishing this!" Dean raged in anger as he stood up off the couch. "You do that and I leave." I told him sternly, No matter how much it hurt me. "That's how it started, Dean. You became so obsessed with hunting him down that you turned into a monster!" I cried, knowing it was going to end the same way. Dean huffed "Then what am I suppose to do?" He threw his hands up in the air. "Don't turn into your future self, Stay. You and Sam can find leads from home, If you get a solid lead then you go for it." I told him, pleaded with him. Dean nodded, Realizing if he left then he would lose me and whatever future we may have too; Plus our child.

Crowley was long gone, Promising he would be back with in a week with more news. Great, Just what I needed; To know that we are doomed in a whole nother way too. Spencer had left with Sam, Going back to her place and Dean - upon my request - checked in at a motel for the night. I wanted things to be okay and to be happy but after what I seen, What he did; I couldn't, not right now.

Castiel decided to stay as did Ezra, More so I asked them to stay and of course they agreed.

"That wasn't Dean, Aria." Castiel spoke quietly as I continued watching One Tree Hill. "It's who he is going to be though." I sighed to myself, Realizing my fate. "I had no idea what I was getting into, Who I was marrying. I made a mistake." My voice was hoarse as tears streamed down my face, Castiel looked at me apologetically; Like it was his fault but it wasn't, It was mine. I ruined my future, I can't unsee those things. Ezra waltzed in the room, Sitting down on the table in-front of me, inches from me. "Aria, Don't cry." He felt my pain, they both did; They are doppelgangers for crying out loud! "How did things get so messed up? I thought I was doing the right thing!" I cried, bowing my head as the transparent tears hit the floor. Ezra tilted my head up so I had no choice but to look at him. He laughed "Aria, You saved my life. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you." He tried to help me feel better but it didn't help.

Two hours had went by and I continued to sob, each hour it got more intense; More heart breaking. I wanted this pain and this guilt to stop, I didn't want to feel this way anymore. My door creaked open as I covered my face with the blanket, Not being able to muffle my cries. "I talked with Ezra, We both agreed that if it's what you want, I can erase the bad parts you seen." Castiel spoke to me slowly, quietly. I pulled the covers down like a child "Please. Please make it go away." I cried into him as he held me in his arms. "Aria.." Castiel said slowly, his voice breaking the slightest bit as I looked up at him. He was crying too. "I can't bare seeing you like this." He told me in honesty, "Then please, Take it away." I begged, he nodded slowly and with in seconds; Those memories were gone.

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