DEAL | Yoon Jeonghan • Seventeen

Another Y/N From The Past???

Y/N POV | Next Day | School

I sighed in frustration as I sat on one of the benches just below a tree. My gaze never left my feet, but I felt Tzuyu's gaze on mine.

"Y/N, are you ok? You don't look so... Energetic."

"I don't know.. Maybe yesterday was still a wreck...", I mumbled.

"Yesterday?" I looked over at her and crossed my arms.

"Would it be normal if I were to say I slept with the owner of this school.", I suddenly blurted out. My eyes grew in realization as Tzuyu's eyes explained it all. Before she could stand up and go crazy, I pulled her back down immediately placing a finger over my lips, signalling her to shut up.

"You.. slept with the great, Yoon Jeonghan!!" She tried keeping her voice down, but the fact that she heard my situation, she couldn't help herself to act normal.

"It's not like that... I--"

Flashback

He told me to go sleep. There was only one room, so he told me to sleep there. Jeonghan told me he would sleep later on since he still had to discuss something with some business partners. After that, I just let myself fall into a deep sleep. When I woke up, all I found was a note beside the desk,

Flashback End

"What did the note say?"

Her question suddenly triggers me in the head as the words on the note came back, rushing into my mind.

'I'll meet you at school, Babygirl. Your uniform is ready in the washroom. Oh, and one more thing... Let's just keep this night for ourselves as a secret, ok?'

I kept myself silent for a moment, causing Tzuyu to get impatient, "Y/N, I'm waiting..."

"It- it said that.. Hehadtoleaveearly--", I blurted out, lying. The fact that I had just follow someone's request was a very rare thing for me to do. Especially from someone who I think is a BIG matter to deal with.

"So nothing happened to both of you?" Tzuyu's question immediately snaps me out of thoughts.

"Yeah... Nothing, just that..."

Tzuyu sighs, looking as if she was somehow disappointed. It made me puzzled, which gave me the chance to ask what was wrong.

"Tzuyu? You ok? You look.. disappointed."

"Nah, I wouldn't say disappointed..."

"What do you mean?" I move myself closer to her, wanting to hear it clear.

"Well, I'm not sure about it, but... This is what I heard and know...

A few years before, Jeonghan was known to have this girl around him. She was his lover, but his parents never liked her."

"What was her name?", I asked. She suddenly chuckles.

"Don't be too surprise, but... She has your name... Y/N.. Crazy right?"

"Tsk. I guess so. Anyways, what happened next?"

"Well, even if their parents was against it, they fought for their love. We all respected them both and everyone even ships them together. Until one day, Jeonghan's parents arranged an engagement party for him and decided to invite his lover. Everyone was pretty shocked including us. So instead, Jeonghan and her decided to get married before the other girl could. That made their parents go in rage..."

"What happened in the end? Did the wedding succeed? Where is she now?"

"The wedding was ruined. His parents took her away from him. We didn't know what they did, but after a few couple of days, she was nowhere to be found. Even Jeonghan didn't care anymore. That made the other girls turn upside down. They began trying to throw themselves at him, but he keeps pushing them away. Although, the thing that surprised us is that..."

She suddenly paused and took a deep breath, biting her lips.

"That?"

"You're the only girl who he talks to right now. Moreover, who he allows to bring home..."

Her words immediately took me by surprise, causing myself to blush into a red tomato.

Me? Right.. now...

A/N POV

As Y/N was lost in her own thoughts, a familiar person sat behind her, causing for Tzuyu to be shock. Before she could blur out something, the person quickly places a finger over his mouth, signalling her to keep her mouth shut.

Everyone's attention was now focused on their direction as Y/N still drowns into her own world.

The person suddenly clears his throat, causing for Y/N to jump in surprise. She turns around, but suddenly regrets it as she tries to leave;

But before she could stand, a hand pulls her back down. She gulps in nervousness, feeling his warm, fragrant breath hitting her neck. She was too focus on him that even she herself didn't realize about her friend's absence.

Tzuyu already left, making the atmosphere much more harder for Y/N to handle. Instead, she calmly took a deep breath and distance herself away from him, but instead he became more clingier and came closer ever than before.

"J-Jeonghan.. your breath... It's tickling me--"

"So? Anyways, how's our little secret doing? Still hidden?" He slowly tilts his head closer, his lips touching Y/N's ears. He was too close. Too close, that literally everyone, gathered around them, thinking as if he was... Kissing her neck..

"Jeonghan, for goodness sake! We're at school!!", She whispered in annoyance. Jeonghan just chuckled at her and finally decided to back himself away from her. Y/N thought it was over, but she suddenly felt a hand lifting and caressing hers.

"I came to check on you last night.. Your hands were pretty cold. So instead, I stayed for a little while and made sure you weren't going to freeze to death. I didn't want to find a dead body laying on my bed in the morning. Am I right?"

Y/N's eyes grew wide as she stared at him in disbelief.

'Check on me? Stayed?'

"You--" "No, I didn't. Anyways, all I had to do was check if you still had it hidden. Looking at it now... I would prefer to act like nothing has ever happened.", his voice suddenly sounded cold and emotionless.

Jeonghan stands up and casually walks away, ignoring the stares and whispers coming from the crowd. All Y/N could do was watch as he slowly disappears from the distance. She suddenly exhales deeply with a hand over her chest, trying to calm herself down.

Her heartbeat slowly increases as if even she could hear it. She became more curious of herself, on why she was having this new kind of feeling inside her, of why she was acting this way. She wanted find out, but at the same time, she didn't want to. She was scared to do so.

On the other hand, Jeonghan leans on the wall, all by himself. He, too, held his chest which was beating in a pace the same as Y/N's. He felt it again. The feeling he had back then with his old lover, Y/N.

The way his heart beated... It was completely the same way it happened when he first met his old lover. The thing that confused him was their similarities.

The way she smiles, she laughs, she looks... But only one thing doesn't fit... Their actions. The girl who's standing in front of him was acting as if a half of her is from the girl back then, but a half of her acts as if it's a proof to prove they weren't the same.

This memory of his caused him to hate himself. He wanted to move himself forward and forget the past, but with her in the future, it made it much more harder than him. He wanted to ignore her but he couldn't.

"I... Hate you..", he whispered.

"I... Hate you..", she whispered.

Both were busy hiding themselves from each other.

Y/N felt as if someone was trying to call her from inside. Someone from the past..

Jeonghan felt as if someone was helping him to find someone who he never expected to show up ever again. Someone, who was long ago, dead from his heart.

Y/N & Jeonghan POV

"I have to avoid you.. But the problem is... how..."