blue is for happy

chapter 3

I looked at marty, not knowing what to expect when i lifted my head to face him i felt a sharp sting as his hand colided with my face.

"never disrespect me like that again, bringing random boys into my home!" he spat the words out.

"im sorry" i felt the tears falling stinging my burning cheak

"well at least they havnt found out what a freak you are....yet" he looked smug at that but the damage had already been done a grabbed my bag and ran to my room making sure to lock it as soon as i entered i didnt hear him follow me up.

i sat on my bed and cried i cried for my old family that was happy to have me, i cried for my dead parents, i cried for my confused feelings toward Nate, and i cried for my lack of friends to comfort me.

i went to my draws and got out a small jewelry box it was my only prized possesion it was left to me by my mother marty got mad if i wore it so i kept it safe in my draw. I put it on i felt calmer and more confident wearing a piece of my mother.

I sat on my bed and did my home work i didnt have a lot since id completed most in the classes.

i showered and braided my hair, i looked int he mirror my cheek was swollen and red some parts already bruising.great.

i lay in my bed and put my earphones in so i wouldnt be able to think all the thoughts that swirled through my head.

i fell in to a dream filled sleep the usual dreams envaded my head, a big grey wolf running through the trees i was running alongside him. more joined us but stayed back we were the leaders. i dont know how i knew that but i felt it.

and once again i was woken by my alarm i got up and got ready for the day ahead i tried covering my cheak with make-up but it just made it look worse. i grabbed my bag and walked downstairs it looked like marty had already left for work. i went to the fridge got my lunch and made some breakfast.

i cleaned up my dished walked out the door and was about to lock it

"hey" i jumped and dropped my keys i whipped around ready to fight and there was Nate smiling at me.

his smile slipped and turned in to the angriest face iv ever seen to be honest it scared me.

"h.hey, whats wrong?"i wanted to go to him and smooth out the anger lines on his face with my hands. stupid thoughts!

"DID HE..do that to your face!!!!" he stopped shouting half way through when he saw me jump.

"what?.no im just clumpsy" i lied and picked up my keys locked the door and walked towards the pathway.

he followed "i came to give you a lift" he said pointing to his car i sighed and went back he opened the passeneger door for me and i sat down he got in and turned towards me.

he lifted his hand and reached to my cheak i felt electric sparks as soon as his fingers made contact. he brought the rest of his hand and held my face in his palms it felt amazing, sparks flying through my whole body i looked into his eyes and he smiled at me my heart nearly raced away from me.

'why does he have this affect on me?!'

he brought his face towards mine slowly, i inched towards him and his lips touched mine and i knew instantly my fate was sealed it started of just a light kiss but soon turned into more his lips working in sync with mine, he bit my lip asking for entry i didnt hesitate giving it to him, but suddenly pain ripped through my back my rips felt like they were breaking.

i screamed out in pain.

"WHat?! whats wrong!!" he looked so scared it didnt suit him

"it hurts everywhere" i whimpered "oh no not yet! how old are you Lex?"

'what the fuck did he need to know my age for i was in serious pain here!!!'

"im 17 in 2 months" i barely got the words out as another wave of pain racked through my body.

then as suddenly as it came it left i sat up catious waiting for it to happen again.

"wait, nate im ok its stopped" i looked over at him and smiled reasuringly

"but you were...we have to.." his sentance trailed off "we have to what?" he looked at me as if searching for something

"well if your feeling better we have to get to school" he looked at me sideways not wanting to take his eyes away.

we pulled into school and everone of his friends were there waiting looking worried.

"hey...guys what are you all doing here" i looked at them then at nate

"you were both late we were worried is all, we look out for each other" Jakes face slid into an easy smile the followed persuit.

"isn't that what friends are for Lex" Brady piped up i looked at him "i wouldnt really know" he looked slightly taken back by my comment i walked past them all and to my locker they all followed, now these were big lads all about 6 feet and big broad shoulders about 10 of them following me down the small school corridoor looked ridiculous. i stopped and gave Nate a look he understood and almost immediatley all of them dispersed except for Nate.

he stood close and put his arm around my waist as we walked everyone looked. i felt so safe as if nothing bad could ever happen in this moment i felt happy.

i was glad i had put my contacts in today, and packed extras just incase if ever my eyes turned red which to be honest wasnt often anger wasnt an emotion i carried alot. but if they did turn red my contacts dissolved immediatley.

i grabbed my books from my locker and walked to english with Nate his arm still possesivley around my waist. i was confused i hardly knew him?! he didnt seem like a player he seemed genuine but he hadnt asked if this was okay? what were we?

i didnt even realise we were at our seats in english when i came out of my dream world.

"are you okay?" he sounded worried i turned to face him "yeah im just confused is all?"

"about what?" his face relaxed slightly "this" i motioned my hand between us.

"oh well i like you.." he was holding back i could tell but i didnt care my body lit up at his words i could feel my face beaming

"really?" i asked i knew i sounded unsure "yes really! why do you always ask that?!" he laughed i liked that sound on him i turned towards the front of the class and dazed off to cloud 9

'he liked me!!' not for long freak wait till he finds out he'll run like the rest of them

NO! ill have to tell him before anything else happens. after school.

what if he does run?

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