Holy Past - Yoonseok - Sope

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By this time it has been a few months since Yoongi had been sleeping with Hoseok. Yoongi had gotten zero nightmares in all the time. They were in mid October now. Around this time is the time Yoongi was raped.

On this day Yoongi was alone. This would be the fourth year since that day. This is the day things would go south.

Hoseok had come out of work late. He goes home to find Yoongi in the corner of his room crying and sobbing. At first he didn't notice but soon realized he had his gun as well.

Yoongi?

Leave! I know you don't want to be around someone as broken as me. There will be no need for that tomorrow.

But I like you. You are a good person.

One who is only good at causing a burden. Right?

No. Of course not. Please Yoongi don't do it.

Why not. I am sure you don't want me around. Yeah. Of course.

No. I love you Yoongi. I...

What?

Oh. Did I say that? Goodness. I am not supposed to be saying things like that right now. But I mean I do love you Yoongi. I have for a while now.

But why?

I don't know I just do. Not in the same love as Dami and Yeri and Sunmi and Wheein. Oh and they love you too though.

They probably don't care about me right?

Why would they call you everyday? And come visit even if they live so far away.

Hoseok started to approach Yoongi until he got next to him. He then sat him and placed an arm around his shoulders. Yoongi shivers. Hoseok then used his other to remove the gun from Yoongi's hands and tossed it across the room. Yoongi tried to grab it but was held back by Hoseok.

It is okay now. I am here for you. I will help you and I won't leave you. Okay? I will try to help you the best I can. Even if it takes all my life to do.

Hoseok has a hand on the back of Yoongi's head and one going around his waist. Yoongi is crying into Hoseok's shoulder wetting the fabric with his tears.

Let it all out... to help you we could find some help for you. How about that? I have the day of tomorrow.

Yoongi doesn't respond and keeps on crying. Soon Yoongi goes to sleep and Hoseok carries him to the bed. He then goes to grab his phone. He calls in to work and says he had an emergency and can't go into work tomorrow. They agree to give him the day of since he worked over time. Afterwards he hangs up. And searches his call log.

He finds the number he is looking for and dials it.

It ring for almost a minute. Thinking they wouldn't answer when finally the call goes through?

Hi. I kind of need you guys to come over as soon as possible. Um also who am I talking to I only know Yoongi called one of you guys on here once?

Mhm. Hoseok? Wheein says in a sleepy voice. Oh. It is me Wheein. But why is it necessary to come over?

Um. Uh...

What?

Yoongi...

Just spill it.

Yoongi... he... uh...tried to ...kill himself.

Oh no. Is he okay?

He is asleep now. So can you come over?

Yes of course. We will head there tomorrow morning or we might there by morning. Thank you for calling. I am going to go get the others to get ready.

Thanks so much. I think he really  needs you all here. Especially considering the time of the year.

Yeah. I hope we can kind of help him.

Thanks once more.

Yeah. Yeah. Bye.

See you.

He hangs up and then goes back to the room to sleep. He sees Yoongi shifting around in his sleep, but as soon as he is there laying next to him and wraps his arm around him he stops.

He wakes up Yoongi shifting around. Yoongi is waking up.

He wakes up and says hey.

Hi.

Um I think I do need help.

Do you want to go to a hospital and therapist?

Yes.

I there is one near by. Want to go to it?

Yeah.

Okay then uh get ready. We will head over there in uh... Hoseok check the time, in an hour.

Thanks. But don't you have to go to work?

I got the day off.

Since when?

I got it since I worked overtime yesterday.

Oh really?

Yeah.

Hoseok thinks he doesn't need to know he called his work last night and asked for the day off for him.

Wheein sends him a message that they are almost there.

Wait how?

I let the others know. We wanted to come as soon as possible.

Oh of course. That is understandable.

Don't make breakfast or anything we just bought some. We are at the apartment outside. Can you help?

Oh, Yeah I will head down. Yoongi is showering. So it should be done quickly.

Okay thanks.

Hoseok goes outside, and downstairs to meet up with them. They have a tray of coffee and other various drinks. They also have all sorts of desserts and breakfast. From crepes and yoongi's favourite cereals to things such as fried chicken and burgers. They really went over board.

Thankfully knowing how they are Hoseok got out his shopping cart from his closest. The whole cart was full and still had to carry things by hand.

Hoseok pushed the cart in one hand (it has four swivel wheels) and two bags burgers, fries and chicken sandwiches. Wheein and Dami carried the drinks. Wheein carried the tray of coffees while Dami had the bags (with a cup inside of course) of bobba tea and other various fruit drinks. Yeri carried a bucket of fried chicken and Sunmi carried the side dishes to the chicken.

(TO BE CONTINUED)