Lost Words (Part 2/3)

12.2K 228 95
                                    

Weeks went by and we became closer. I could even consider him my best friend.

"Hey Lou?" Harry muttered one day, we were sitting in my house playing some video games when the younger boy had spoken up.

"Hm?" I made the noise, looking away from the screen to meet his eyes.

He looked at me for a few seconds completely silent, then shook his head, "Never Mind."

I shook my head, picking up my notebook and writing out, 'No, tell me.'

He sighed, looking down, "No, I just-" he groans, "You've made me ten times happier than I've ever been, but.."

He trailed off, i furrowed my brows and nudged him.

"I can't be friends with someone i can't have a normal conversation with." He finally spoke, but the words that came out broke my heart.

I swallowed, and looked down, tears forming in my eyes.

"Lou.. Lou i mean we can sti-"

I shook my head violently, pointing towards my door, tears streaming down my bright red face.

He also shook his head, "No, let me talk."

I glared at him, but let him finish.

"I also cant be without someone who's done so much to help me. Thats why it doesn't matter if you can't speak or not. And you know what? I'm gonna try and help you speak."

I gave him a look, shaking my head and writing, "Don't even try. It's been almost 18 years and i havent spoken once."

Harry frowned as he read it, "You haven't tried hard enough! I promise I will get you to speak, if it takes me to the day i die!" He exclaimed, putting his hand over his chest and looking up to the ceiling.

I snickered, shaking my head and writing, "I love you, Harry."

He smiled, "I love you too, Louis"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The next day, we were insufferable, he wouldn't leave my side, always trying to help me sound things out. Each time with no prevail.

"Say dog. D-o-g."

"D-d"

"There yes! Keep going!!"

"D-D-D..." I twisted my face into a concentrative grimace.

He kept cheering me on, getting more excited as I went. But in the end, I couldn't do it.

"Its okay Lou! We'll get it the next time!"

School had only gotten worse, between the advanced classes and the bullying, i was a mess.

"Hey Lewis, why don't you try and say Fag? Eh?"

And when i didn't reply,

"What's wrong? Cat got your tongue?"

All day was a living hell, but it all led up to those few periods where I could see Harry.

As our friendship grew, so did something else, a feeling in the pit of my stomach.

Whenever i saw him, my heart would flutter. Thinking about him made me dizzy and my heart pound. His smile could light up my day.

What was I feeling? Most would call it Love. But it had to be friendship love right? It couldn't be anything else, not for my best friend, right.

Whatever it was, it was getting worse by the day.

It got to the point there was no denial.

I was deeply, madly in love with my best friend Harry Styles.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hey guys!!! I'm so so so sorry I havent updated! Ive been busy with school and work that i havent had time.
Anyways, next chapter will be up whenever! I'll try my best to get it up as quickly as possible!
Love you guys!!
Thanks for 80k !!!!!
~Erin

Larry Stylinson smut/One Shots.Where stories live. Discover now