Punk misfortune

✨I'm an experience✨

So just like that it was over.

And you know....

I'm not getting into how I felt because that will be for another day.

Days later I found myself thinking.

Ya know, whenever I find myself liking somone or have a crush on them i fond myself fluctuating between being a boy and kinda being non binary. Not having a gender. I start to say more."Oh I don't really have a gender. I'm just me. I just feel like a human. Who is crushing on someone I will probably regret one day. (I actually haven't regret anything) Or with David's case i was dating him and I felt like I was in love. Whenever im crushing on somone they usually make me feel great about myself.

Like Everclear's You Make Me Feel Like A Whore said:

"You make me hate what I see when I see me"

I hate it when they made me feel good about myself. You make me hate seeing myself in a good way. I hate the good I see when I see me, myself. I used to hate feeling good about myself.

He made me feel so good about myself, like I could be any gender and he would accept me. I could be any gender or no gender at all and he would accept me.

So then I started thinking, hey why don't I apply that to myself. I can accept myself no matter who or what I am. I can be anuthing I want. I dont have to confirm to whst society says I should be or should look like. I can accept myself no matter what. I dont need to act like what soviety says in between my legs makes me this certain gender. Or i don't need to act like or have a body like this certain gender or like that certain gender to be this or that. I can just be myself. I cool person who likes punk rock and song writing and who just wants to live life like its ment to be lived.

David made me think about a lotta stuff. Some if it was good some of it was bad. But I really have to thank him. He helped me think about somthing I never would've thought about on my own

He made me think

Oh shit. Maybe I'm gender queer

I don't identify with male female or any type of gender label really. Cuz gender isn't real (to me) its a made up Social concept. I'm just a human. That lives on this planet. Which we need to save by the way. Global warming is a real thing PSA

But if you havent figured this out by now, I hate labels. I hate them. I hate lables and im a fucking mess. Associating with me in any way will leave you with a Hell of an experience.

Like the amazing Garnet from Steven Universe said:

"you are an experience. Now Go. Have. Fun!"

And I am an experience. And I will have so. Much. fun!

Like the amazing Stevonnie of Steven Universe is

✨I am an experience.✨