*My world*

19

When we arrived home I see ethan looking at em he gave me a smile, I smiled back. I don't understand why everything is getting confusing, maybe he was the one I was meant to be with, but wat about Grayson we have a kid together, it's just a mess, I go outside, I sit down and start to cry, why is nothing easy. I sit up and wipe my tears, I head inside and go into the shower, I just stayed there for a long time, I looked at the time it was 9:30 we came here at 8:09. I get out and head to Graysons room once I open the door I can see that Grayson was laying down with jaeden, my mom came and brought her back. I lay down next to them. I close my eyes and rest.

Next day

I wake up and see Grayson on the phone it looked like it was serious. "Hey what's wrong"
"It's my work they want me to go to Minnesota, for a week" he sits down on the bed. "I don't want to leave you and jaeden alone, I don't want you guys to get hurt"
"It's okay Ethan's here, and I can take care of myself, you can go if it's important when is it"
"Today, that's why I took you out yesterday"
I look down, and look back at Grayson. "It's okay I can go with my parents, also Ethan's here"
"Ok fine but then I have to pack now"
"I'll help you"
We packed his bags and once we where done. He gave me a hug, "I love you remember"
He gives jaeden a kiss on the cheek. "Bye little jae" she laughed, she loved being called Jae.
"Bye love you" I say. He leaves in his car. I put jaeden on her crib and she falls asleep. "Hey, so are you okay"
"Wym"
"I saw you crying yesterday I didn't want to say anything, bc it looked like you where okay but you where crying"
"Oh yeah I'm okay"
"So what where u crying about"
"Nothing" I grab and apple. "You don't just cry for nothing there's always a reason."
"No"
"Just tell me"
"No end of conversation"
1 week later

"wanna watch a movie"
"Yeah, lets watch five feet apart"
"Okay ig were gonna have to pay for that"
"No I already bought it, it's a good movie"
"Ok"

After the movie

"Are you crying?" I say.
"No no um just my eyes sweating" I laugh at him. "Omg you where crying" I started to laugh like a maniac. "You also cried why can't I"
"Well bc I thought you say your a 'man'"
"I am real men cry" we start to laugh.
"Ok my turn to pick a movie"
"Ok which one"
"50 shades of grey"
"Oh hell nah where gonna need some holy water and I'm not into that shit" we laugh.
"Ok how ab a kiss" I stop laughing "whAt"
"Can I get a kiss" I stay quiet. Out of nowhere I feel Ethan's lips on mine, I kiss back, but then stop. "Wtf"
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Isjnsnsn hehehhe I had too