*My world*

20

"Wtf" I say, "what it's just a kiss"
"what does that matter"
"It's just a kiss chill it's not like where dating" I get up from the couch and head to my room I lock it and start to cry, why is this happening. I hear someone knock, "hey I'm sorry can I come in" ethan said
I wipe my tears, I unlock the door and open it for him, I head back to my bed and sit on it, "why did you kiss me" I say, he stays quiet and sits next to me, "I'm sorry I really am" I look at him, "it's okay it's just I really like Grayson and I can't just keep on going to you then back to him then back to you, I just care for you guys and I don't know what to do" I cry again, Ethan grabs me and holds me, "I can't do this anymore"
"What do you mean" ethan says.
"I cant keep on changing to you and then him? I hate seeing you guys sad when I'm with any of you guys maybe I should just stop with both of you"
I see ethan look down, "it's okay but let's tell Grayson"
"Once he comes"
"Can I be with you one last time" I look down at the floor, "sure" Ethan looks at me, "do u still want to watch 50 shades of Gray"
"Wtf no eth" I laugh and go back to the kitchen, I grab an apple and go sit down, "so your just gonna pretend that I didn't just kiss you" ethan smiles, "I'm not pretending"
"So if I were to kiss you right now you won't push me away or anything"
"Maybe" I smile and go to the couch, I see Ethan's arm wrap around me, I turn around and Ethan gives me a kiss, "I wish I didn't ruin this relationship, and have a baby with you" I smile, "well to bad cause ima be leaving once Grayson comes"
"And When is that"
"Today"
"I didn't know Grayson was gonna come today, but before he comes let's be together for one last time like if we where in a relationship"
"Yeah Okay"
"Ima go swim wanna come"
"Yeah let me change then" me and Ethan go to our rooms and change, once I finished I headed out to the pool and jumped in quickly, "hey you where really fast you didn't wait for me"
"Sorry i didn't think you'll get want me to wait for you" I swim away form him, he catches me and holds me, "I'm sorry your haven't been smiling lately"
"It's my your fault" I give his a kiss, "but i feel like ima do better this time once I'm gone"
"I just hope you get happy"
We started to kiss.
"Graysons gonna come any minute now so let's go change" I smile, "yeah okay" we ran and changed we raced in who would change faster ofc he won, I hear the doorbell rings, me and Ethan look at each other, I open the door and Grayson gives me a hug and a kiss, "I missed you so much" he gives me another hug, " we need to talk.
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Ima Just leave it to there and continue