Our problems.

Fault.

It's my fault. My fault. My fault. My fault. My fault. My fault that you're drifting farther from me. You won't even speak to me.
Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why am I such a failure. Why can't I do anything right.
Idiot. Idiot. Idiot. I'm an idiot for thinking I would be able to keep you content.
I hear distant ringing in the silence between us.

It haunts me.

Someone help me get out of this madness. My mind is mean to me and it won't leave me alone. My brain wants to kill me. My brain wants me to give up. My brain wants me to forget you.

I can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. I can't stop thinking about you. I love you.

Too much.