~Paysons pov~
As I watched sleeping beauty (Kelcy) fall asleep in Chris arms I thought something
"Honey" I said to MaKayla
"Yes sweety?"
"Can we talk in our room?"
"Yes let's give them their privacy"
"OK" I said slowly
As we walked to our room MaKayla grabbed my hand and put my arm over her shoulder
When we got to the room she asked
"So baby what did you want to talk about?"
"Well" I sid " I was wondering why if the thing that happned to you and Kelcy why does it not bother you the way it bothers her?"
"Well I'm not exactly sure why but u do know I guess I just try not to let it bother me. I try to act like it never happened and I don't show anyone how I'm actually feeling "
And when she said that I looked at her in shock
"So why though why wouldn't you let someone in? Why wouldn't you let someone understand? So that they know what's wrong if you keep holding this stuff in you are going to explode with so much anger and so much hurt??!"
As started to cry and I felt like it was my fault I didn't let my eyes turn black or even yell so I don't know why she is bawling
"You wanna know why I hold it in? You wanna know why I can't trust anyone and you wanna know why I have to stay strong and not let anything bother me ?"
"Yes baby I do I'm here for you"
"I hold it in cause I'm scared to let it out!I can't trust anyone because I have never ever had anyone there for me to understand hoe I'm feeling and I stay strong and don't let anything bother Me ecause I know that if I do I will be not only letting just people down by them having to here my sad pittiful sorry I stay strong for Kelcy cause I know she can't and if I don't stay strong no one will be there for her cause no one knows or understands her the way I do and I do know she understands me but she can't stay stong for me when I need her to because it hurts her worse than it hurts me!!"
"But baby I'm here I will always be here and I don't care how bad it is I will protect you till I die! Cause you are mine and I will never ever let anyone hurt you or take you... You are my everything"
As my mate started to cry I hugged her and she cried into my sholder for hours and when she finally stopped she feel asleep
YOU ARE READING
My Mate
WerewolfThis is a book about best friends who find their mates and live Happily ever after. Or so they thought read and find out all the drama these girls have to go through just in a couple of months
