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The next morning was unexpected. I haven't saw the pack alpha since I woke up and I felt.. worried? I told myself it was because of the talk we had and he seemed to be under a lot of stress.

But now I know what it was.

Jimin was locked away in his room because he was avoiding me.

He allowed everyone to see him and he spoke to everyone but me.

It made me sad cause I thought we was on better terms now since I helped him but I couldn't help but feel that something was up.

What was I suppose to do?

June 12th, 2:47 pm

"Okay just give me a minute tae" yoongi shouted, pulling up his knee high socks then putting on baby blue converses. When he was finished getting ready, he walked out the room and down the stairs where taehyung and jungkook was waiting. They was on there way to the kitchen, passing the computer room where they saw sunmi and jimin talking.

"Hey noona. Hello jiminie hyung" yoongi waves. Sunmi smiles, waving at yoongi while jimin only said goodbye to sunmi before walking away. "Hello jimin" taehyung says, coming up behind yoongi. "Hey taehyung" jimin said, brushing past the three before disappearing down the hallway. Yoongi furrowed his eye brows, turning to look at taehyung. "What" taehyung asked walking around yoongi while dragging jungkook along with him.

Yoongi didn't pay it no mind, brushing it to the side and just going on about his day.

But it started to mess with him when Jimin continued to do just that. Not even sparing yoongi a glance every time he says hi. What's up with you jimin? Yoongi thought, turning away from the male who was now talking to Seokjin.

His heart squeezed in his chest and he didn't know why. He bit back tears and excused himself to the rest room. Since everyone was talking and laughing and working, nobody noticed that he was gone. But jimin did. Jimin could sense the hurt and pain coming from yoongi since after all, they are mates. He knew what he was doing was stupid. He should just talk to yoongi and tell him what's going on. But this is big for jimin. How could he possibly move on from his other mate?

Yeah he was gone but... he really wanted yoongi. His wolf wouldn't leave him alone about it. Right now he was forcing himself to stay in one spot. Shut the hell up!!! Mate... MATE!!! Mate!!!! Yeah yeah I fucking get it already Go get him. I want my mate. Well your going have have to wait. Jimin rolled his eyes, telling Seokjin that he'll see him later before walking back to his office.

As he passed by a bathroom, he heard sniffling that stopped once he did. The door swung open, a red faced yoongi standing there gripping the handle. They stared at each other. Jimins hand shook by his side because the urge to just grab the omega and hug him so tight that he didn't want to let go.

Yoongis ears twitched, his inner wolf whining when the scent of the alpha filled his nose and entered his lungs. Jimin knew he should leave. He was slowly getting weaker as he breathed in the omegas sweet scent.

Clementines and lavender.

"J-Jimin" yoongi stutters, body slowly trembling as he took a step forward. Jimins breath hitches in his throat. "I-I-I don't know what.... what's happening to me" the omega whimpered, bringing his arms to wrap around the alphas neck.

Yoongi brought jimin closer, stuffing his nose where the scent was the most powerful. He nuzzles his nose there, sighing in contentment, eyes fluttering close. Jimins heart drummed against his chest, hands starting to shake as he forced them to stay by his side.

He wasn't going to give in.

Even though he didn't have enough strength to.

Jimin couldn't give his all to someone when he couldn't even surpass his last mates death. He wanted to be fresh for yoongi. He wanted to be able to give yoongi everything if they really was mates. If they really was destined to be together, he wanted to be everything yoongi needed.

"Please let go yoongi" jimin asked in a quiet, shaky voice. Yoongi shook his head, bringing him closer. "P-Please hyung... I n-need this... I do-don't know why... I-I just can't...." he trails off. He didn't want to let go, but he knew he didn't have much of a choice when Jimin gently pushed him away. "I-I can't" Jimin says, speeding walking down to his office before slamming the door behind him.

Yoongi jumped when the door slammed closed, tears spilling out his eyes as he sobbed, chest tightening and hiccups leaving his mouth.

Is there something wrong with me!? Why don't he want me?! I know he's my mate, my wolf can't be wrong about something like this. But jimin don't want me. Does he... does he hate me?

At the thought, yoongi sobbed harder, running to his room while closing the door behind him and jumping in his bed. He cried into his stuffed llama sunmi gave him a week after they made up. He named it Theodore.

"T-Theo

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"T-Theo.... what's wrong with me? Wh-Why don't people want me" yoongi sobbed.

He couldn't stop the feeling of feeling unwanted. Like the day he got kicked out. He hates the feeling. So so much. And the only person that could make him feel wanted again could be jimin. His soul mate. THE PERSON HE IS DESTINED TO BE WITH.

There was a reason why jimin was his mate yet he didn't want him.

Yoongis heart creaked. He was once again.... unwanted.

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