One Jump

Prologue

Warning: Violent Language, talk about abuse

HIiiiii idk why you're here but get to reading. Also if you dont listen to the songs i put up with the chapters your a meanie.
~Me
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I woke up to the sound of music being blasted. He came back. I knew he would come back, but I thought it would be longer. The stomach had a pit and my hands were shaking.

Maybe a part of me hoped. Who the hell cheats on his wife multiple times and makes her broke and makes her clean up after him.

A bastard

* Flashback*(last night at dinner)

"Can you just please spend more time with us we're your family youre always working! ''my mom pleads.

How come he doesn't help pay the bills then; he's to busy providing for his mistresses.

''Don't take that tone on me!''

''You always sound like that when you talk to us!''

He threw the food my mom tried so hard on cooking after a long day at work on the floor. The food was splattered all over the floor; it was even in the living room. There was a silence, but we were scared. My mom breaks it.

''You better clean that up''

''No you clean it up it's not my fault'' he said in a harsh tone.

My hand went flying to my mouth trying to muffle my soft screams and curses. I allow a few tears I've been holding flow down my face. He changed then left abruptly.

My mom started cleaning then so did my sister. I finished my food, what I knew he was gonna come back the next day and I wanted to stay in my room as long as possible. We picked up all the food on the floor. I told my mom I can clean up the rest, but she ignored me. Her face held an expression I've seen so many times. I remember it on my face.

I was debating on whether or not to comfort my mom. I ended up hugging her; it was really awkward. I suck at comforting.

''Do you think we'll be fine without him?'' She questioned

''Definitely, less cigarettes and whiskey to pay for''

Then my sister has to but in; She was still sobbing.

''Who will potty- train Daniel?''

''Seriously that's your main concern. It's not like he was gonna do it anyway I personally am glad that he left.''

I know what your thinking how insensitive of me. I was depressed for a year. I lost people and pushed them away. Yes the pushing people thing is my fault, but it doesn't change the fact that I can't remember who I am, I mean was. Now your probably thinking why the hell were you depressed, but I'll spare you the boring details. Unless you want to know.

''He's still your dad''

No all he did was stick his dick into your vagina.

''He's a bastard''

There was another lovely awkward silence. The only sound was the thunder.

''Go to bed''

I waited for my sister to leave, but we both lingered. I told them

''I hope he dies''

Then I sobbed, dashing up the stairs

*Flashback Ends*

Never have I ever yearned more for someone to hug me. I waited until I heard the sound of an engine warning to go downstairs.

''Mom you let him come back," i said with remorse.

''Yes''

''I don't want him to be here"

''Neither do I, but Grandpa will be heartbroken. Ellie and Daniel need a Dad. Your different, your strong.''

Bullshit

''So it's ok if we suffer as long as everyone else is ok? They don't need a Dad. I don't care what Grandpa thinks; he's too far to even care. For once in your life be selfish.''

Of course i didn't say that out loud like always.

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