Warning: Violence and some swearing is involved the title is One Jump so expect a lot of these.
Hii I can't believe your still reading pls critique me personally or in the comments:) ~me Every week they fight then continue like nothing went wrong. This happens so often my mind made it a routine. Nothing can happen, but around that time my mind will be filled in a depressed state. It doesn't matter though other people endure worst everyday. For a while I contemplated, then it just came out.
''This is bullshit'' I stated
"Language''
"See your daughter takes after you thinking women have a voice''
''No I took after you because I'm a bitch'' I retorted back.
He slapped me. It's normal and the pain actually feels refreshing, but he doesn't need to know that. To be honest everyone expected more. The confusion spread throughout all their faces.
Our eyes met. Anyone could be fooled and say they saw pity in her eyes and maybe regret.
It's ok if you're in pain, because she didn't care as long as everyone else is fine.
Just this once I wanted to cry.
Your life will always be like this. I never was enough so what makes me think I ever will be. I'm not enough for my friends, family. What the fuck am I still doing; living for nothing, attempting to cry, and rotting away.
The whole dinner I engulfed in self pity. I didn't eat as much as usual, but my appetite will lessen later. I rushed doing the dishes and stormed off to my room. My eyes burned and my vision turned blurry.
When I reached my room, my eyes wandered to my mirror and stared at my reflection. A red stain began to dim on my cheeks with my eyes, and my lips were dry and nothing seemed in place like always.
I opened the window then closed it again while I dangled from a very thin ledge. So I decided to just fall flat on my face.
I strolled the streets and visited the abandoned bridge. Something about an accident a while back thats what I love about it. I feel safe here; it's familiar. There was a chill in the air due to the lake under it and sirens filled the air. Blue and red lights flashed my eyes instead of the yellow street lights tonight.
My instincts and anxiety darted with me until my lungs and throat burned. I kept running for minutes. Fear surrounded my senses.
I assessed my surroundings. There were the same cars I ran from, the same bridge, and same view from the bridge.
Of course I ended up running in a circle.
Suddenly, arms grabbed my waist and I met a hard body.
On instinct I pushed him.
He glanced up to face me
"Whats a girl like you doing up this late?"
"Taking a peaceful stroll" I said defensively
"Right so we're not here for the same reason" he sneered.
It felt nice to have someone talk to me with no reason at all. Simply because they feel like it. For some reason with strangers you have nothing to prove, then before you realize it you spill each dirty secret and lie in your life and thought. With strangers its real. Because I had nothing to lose, my mind let go.
He started walking closer to me slowly. For a moment he compelled me with his hazel eyes; I inched closer so close that reality settled in.
"Which is...." I challenged
"Suicide"
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