best friend, i'm talking to you i can't seem to hide myself from you
all these demons they come out at dark but you hold my hand and you don't even know that you do
i wake up everyday and i hope it's still the same i hope you're still the same
i want to know how your day is going have you been eating well i want to heal your hurting when life gets boring and sleeping on your own makes you feel like you're alone
i'm here
though i'm not your best friend at least not yet i feel like i can tell you all the things in my head
i must be crazy almost called you 'baby' i'm so glad i didn't or i'd wind up dead
your smile's my antidote to this depression you're my obsession but you don't know
my fixation on perfection and desperation to keep everything a secret like how i love it when you smile like how i want to stare into your eyes and maybe even make you mine
i have to go
they said, "next time, darling pick your poison carefully, whoever you love's going to have the power to destroy you in a heartbeat"
but then a voice inside my head told me to choose the one who plays the song inside my heart i didn't know existed
and that night when i first listened to your art i felt wanted
but i wasn't sure if your song was for me so i listened and listened for several nights secretly hoping you felt the same
'cause romance destroys friendships and i don't want us to be that way
so i told myself that i won't write about you not a song or poem about you won't be tempted to make a playlist of all the songs that remind me of you
but here i am letting all my thoughts and feelings wash down the drain to that rabbit hole of your brain
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