i really don't want to feel
anything anymore
every time i care for someone
they end up hurting me
and i end up wanting to kill myself
it's so unhealthy
how the first thought
that comes to my mind
when things don't turn out
the way i want them to
is
"i want to die"
and most people don't know
that joke i make everyday
i mean it, in all honesty
i don't want to like anyone
i don't want to get attached to you
i don't want to want to die because of something i have no control over
like your feelings
and your actions
if you don't like me back
i can't change that
i'm completely unstable
so get away from me
i don't want you to see
the horrible things
that lie underneath
please
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