Babygirl [P.JM]✅

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Jeon Jungkook?

"Jungkook? Why did you...?" I asked with confusion covering my face. "Why would I not save my crush?" He said confidently in himself, but my face remained emotionless. Well only my eyes contained sadness in it. I didn't say anything to him, and was about to leave the store, until he grabbed my hand. "Don't leave, they might be there."

I thought about it twice and agreed to stay a little bit. We bought a ramen and ate it. I slurped to my noodles silently, until he broke off the silence between us. "So, I heard Jimin and you broke up?" I tried not to show any emotions as I heard his name. "Let's not talk about it." I looked back down to my noodles and drank from it's soup. "Well, he was sick. Why would he even do that to you? If I were him, I would let you be my side forever."

I didn't respond, but he still continued on. "Don't feel sad, Y/N. Jimin is not the only guy in Korea, I'm here as well you know. I'm always there for you." He murmured to himself the last part and smiled at me. I gave him a tiny smile, because I didn't want him to feel bad.

"It's nice to have you by my side. Person who protects you, but I'm sorry. Jimin is the one. Even though he hurt me over million times, I would still love him over and over again. You can say, I'm deeply in love." I responded back, and I could see mixed emotions in his eyes. Sadness, fear and anger. "I'm sorry, Jungkook. But I'm not the only girl in this world, there are plenty of girls. Who is able to return those feelings to you. I am deeply sorry, that girl isn't me, Kookie. I will be leaving now." I got up from my seat and left the convenience store. I felt bad, so bad.

Rejecting someone, losing someone. It was messed up, I couldn't get my shit straight. Jungkook was there with mad eyes, like he wanted to kill someone. It sent shivers down my spine.

I fastened my pace to my apartment, I ran. Quickly locked my door and checked it over 3 times to make sure it was locked. I showered and sat on the couch, staring through the window.

Thinking about whether should I give up on him or go after him and fix everything up.

I hoped that Jimin had love for me from even bottom of his heart. I knew he loved me.

That's what I wanted to believe in.

I truly wanted to go after him, but at the same time I didn't. Thinking back of what he did to me, I wanted to hate him. But I couldn't.

*3 days passed

I didn't get up from my bed. I was depressed, not knowing what to do. I checked my phone and there was 30 missed calls from Lisa and some from Jungkook. And text messages saying...

"Y/N!!!"

"What r u doing?"

"Are you okay?"

"U good?"