Mistakes |Ethan karpathy

Past

"Ok so when I was about 5the police came to my house and said a few things so mum and then took my dad away. I have no idea why still to this very day but I know that mum has never been the same and ever since she hasn't really cared or wanted to come to things like this. She just works all the time and gets so much money for it".

"So bc mum was always working and dad wasn't there. I had to walk home by myself well I walked home with all my friends but I loved the furthest away so I still had to cross one more street than my friend".

"So one day I got a detention after school when I was 6 And I was late and it was getting dark and this sounds cheesy I know but it's true and so I walked down the last ally way and there was this black van".

"And I am a very curious person and so I wanted to see why it didn't have back windows and why the front windows were all dark so you couldn't really see in".

"So I went up to it and the man hopped out and he was in all black an he goes hey little girl what r u doing here so late".

"And me being the smart ass that I am said well I could ask u the same and actually I came here to ask about the windows".

"He smirks at me and then asks me if I wanna get in the back an have a look".

"Me knowing about stranger danger I said no and started running".

"The man ran after me and as I wasn't a very good runner he picked me up and took me back to the van".

"I steamed and he shoved a cloth in my mouth and what ever was in it tasted like shit".

"He kicked my legs until they were all bruised and sore and then slapped me across the face and tried my Hands behind my back".

"I cried and screamed but couldn't do anything about what was happening".

"He told me that I was lucky that I wasn't older and that I was to young to do anything that he wanted to do with me. He asked if I has any sisters and I told him no".

"He told me not to tell anyone and if I did I would be punished. And as I was so young I didn't know what was going on".

"He he untied my hands and dumped me at my house".

"I don't really remember too much after that but all I know is that after that day I started to train. I would run everyday and I would make sure I could run fast. When I got a bit older I learnt how to fight. I did boxing and only stopped a year ago. I picked fights at school with other girls to make sure I could fight good. I became one of the most feared girls at my school and then out of that became popular".

"Then after I became popular i had to become more lets say cooler".

"I stopped picking fights and only fort when I had to".

"I stopped boxing bc I knew I could fight if I needed to and I would always know how to".

"People at school stopped being scared of me and I have lots if friends now".

"I am a player well was until I came to tvk and now idk what I am or will be now but I use to go out with boys left right and centre. Only staying with the boys that were most popular or good looking for the longest".

"And so yeah and now we are here at a place and we will probably never be able to get out if here and if we do then where are we".

And to answer this question not all if the nicest things could happen to us here.

When I finish he hugs me not like a normal hug one of those hugs I see him give delta but this one is bone crushing.

I squeak out of breath and then he let's go.

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Ok so I hope that answers any questions and that but I'll make it clearer soon. Hope u liked it. Make sure u vote and comment. ily everyone