Dealing with a Broken Hearted Girl

Forgiveness

Kasalukuyan kong binabagtas ang overpass bridge dahil nasira yung kotse ko kaya kinailangan kong ipa repair sa isang car shop malapit dito sa school namin.

asdfghjkl. Ang init Gosh. nakakawala ng poise tuloy. Mabango pa rin naman ako kahit pagpawisan kaya lang I'm not so prone of making alay lakad all the way. When I was in States dati oo sanay ako. Syempre States yun at malimit mo lang mababangga ang mga holdapers. Pero oh god, Manila kaya to' puro masasamang loob ang nakatambay sa gilid ng bawat daan.

Sumasakit na rin yung paa ko dahil hindi ko naman aakalaing masisira pala yung kotse ko in the middle of no where hahaha

Nag stilletos pa daw ako. Ay naku, nakakairita na rin sa skin kong maputi ang init ng sun. Oo, maarte na kung maarte kung ikaw kaya dito?

Malapit na ako sa gate ng University namin ng biglang may lalaki akong naaninag sa likod ko. Nakahoody jacket ito at tinatakpan niya ng bull cap niya yung fes niya. Ohlala.. Yen baka rapist yan, ahh. Hindi hindi. baka holdaper, at mas worst baka kidnapper. No way! Yes way..

Lord, wag naman sana huhu.

Masyado po akong maganda, maputi, virgin, single para matsugi ako. huhu

Lord, sent me my superman.. Now na! Promise lord magpapakabait na ako Swear to god. Ayun habang binibilisan ko yung lakad ko, nagdarasal din ako haha.

Nanigas ako dahil...

Hinila ako sa kamay nung lalaki. Agad akong nagpupumiglas at inilalayo yung fes ko. Oh my gosh, mamaya kamukha yan ni Annabelle. Naku, umaga pa para masindak ako noh.

Biglang nagsalita yung stranger at inangat ang mukha niya, sabay alis ng cap nito.

Napamura ako ng di inaasahan.

Asdfghjkl. Tangina! Punyeta, Ikaw pala yan Stephen. Muntik na akong mabalian ng paa sa kakabilis kong maglakad. Akala ko kung sinong adik ang sumusunod sa akin. pagrereklamo ko sabay hilod ng paa ko.Urgh masakit kaya.

tumawa siya ng pagkalakas lakas at sumagot.

Hahaha. ako? mukhang adik? Tsk. grabe naman. Sorry Yen. Wag mo ako murahin dahil gumugwapo pa ako lalo ng dahil sa curse mong yan. tawa tawa parin siya habang matamang nakatitig sa akin.

Inirapan ko siya at nagcross arms.

Gago ka pala eh, Imbes na tinawag mo ako kanina pa eh di sana mas okay diba? Ano bang kelangan mo at nakasunod ka sakin na parang asong kalye ka ha? Wala ka na bang maikamang babae at bumabalik ka sa akin ulit? Naku Stephen, hindi na kita mahal kaya pwede ba? Tigilan mo na ako? Letche. panggigigil na sagot ko sa kanya.

Listen Isabel, I just followed you not because of those things you are thinking. I just wanna hear the words that you have move on, and by that can I ask your forgiveness ha? tanong niya sa akin, seryoso siya batay sa pagkakilatis ko ng emotion niya. Matagal din kaming naging mag on at kabisado ko na yung ugali niyan mapa labas ng dibdib vice versa. In short, I knew him better off in my past.

Oh that? Ofcourse, hindi na nga kita mahal ano bang hindi pa klaro don sayo ah? Okay. I forgive but I never forget Stephen babe. I smirked and back off infront of him. As I was walking towards the gate I heard him told me this things.

Mag iingat ka always Isabel. Have a nice day. Thank you for forgiving me. I know it's hard for you to forget my faults but I promise, whenever you need me. I'll be there, just a beep away. He waved his hands then gave me the most cheerful smile ever. I took a step towards the gate leaving him with no response, I just nod and there he vanished.

I can't deny the fact that I was hurt by him but It felt so good when you forgive the one who hurted you.

The day started fine, an ex boy friend may not turn out to be a stranger but a dear friend of mine.

The day lasts for almost 12 hours but the day was fine knowing that my past is now literary a past to forget.

So in other words, I must keep an eye to built the newest chapters of my life.

With the one who is willing to take risk of his heart..

Dealing with a once broken hearted girl..

And prove me how worth to be love is he, when the girl like me would finally fix my heart. My trusts.