You make my heart flutter
Then you turn away,
My heart starts to melt, like burning hot butter,
What is even happening?
I hate you, I love you,
There's no in between,
You care about me, you leave me blue,
What way shall I lean?
You toy with my heart,
They all say it's meant to be,
Together they say, forever
Just you and me
But snap out of it I say
And it's because of them you stay away
Am I ruining our friendship?
Are we breaking apart
I don't want to love you, because I don't want to lose you
But that doesn't change a thing
Love is cruel
There are no rules
And yet that's what tears me apart anyways,
Somebody tell me how I feel
Is all of this even real
Shall I turn my back and hope that my heart will heal
Do you even like me anyways,
Does anyone like me anyways?
Why do butterflies fly in my stomach when you smile,
Why do I break down and cry out rivers when you leave me.
What am I doing to myself?
To you?
I apologize even though I know it's lied and I hope that you will look at me the same once you move on.
It feels like I never will.
Maybe you could stay,
Hold my hand,
Smile a while,
But no there's no way.
And it rips my heart out to say
No it just not meant to be.
And it never will
