Would you break it if ur honest?

Chapter 18

few months ago

Billie Pov
I finally birthed my child and turns out it's a boy, and we named him after Chris. Ever since the baby was born, me and Chris relationship has been going downhill. He was always busy like every second, he never has time for me or our baby. I get that we're famous, but he at least needs a break, me on the other hand has a lot of time for my family and many breaks. I wanted to bring Junior to the park, so he can go on the swing and shit. I luckily lost all of the fat from the baby, so far it's not that bad being a new mom.

"Junior, you're gonna go to the park with mommy ok", I said picking him up and kissing him on the cheek. I put him in his car seat, buckle him up and then I go to my seat. I can't stop thinking about him, Q, the last time I've seen him was when he was at the shower. The way he went to help me, is literally the only thing I remembered I was probably drunk. When he went to help me, it's like I felt something for him again. I arrived to the park after a few minutes. "Junior, your gonna have fun!", I said looking back at him, he started smiling at me.

I put him in his stroller and just started walking around the park, and then I end up bumping into the person I've been thinking about for days. "Oh, sorry I wasn't paying attention to where I was going..............oh hey Q", I said looking up at him, noticing that my stroller hit him. "Hey Billie, hows it going?", he said smiling. "It's been good thanks for asking, how about you?", I said, I really just sat there and lied, it's not really good at all.

"Same, cute baby", he said staring at junior. "Thanks", I said smiling for a little bit. "So, I was wondering, if you wanna hang out sometime?", he said. "Listen Q, I've moved on and..........", I said. "I know that, it's just that I miss you and shit, but like it don't have to be like that", he said. "I'm not gonna lie, I do think about you and I miss you too", I said. "It's just you know you hurt me and I needed to move on", I said using gestures. "I'm very sorry for what I've done, and I know you'll probably not take me back, but can we be friends?", he said staring at me in such a way. "Sure, well I gotta finish my walk with him and then put him in the swing", I said.

"Can I join?", he said smiling. "Sure, why not?", I said, pushing the stroller. We just started walking and going on the swing together, when we were finished we continued walking around the park and just enjoying each other's company. We'd end up bumping into the last person that I thought we'd bump into. "Hey babe, why are you here with him?" Chris said (oh shit). "We'd bumped into each other and we're just friends", I said explaining myself.

"You know how I feel about him, especially around you", he said moving his hands. I was too busy looking at him, he was shirtless and a little bit sweaty and he was wearing some gym shorts and some air Jordan 1's. "That's not important right now, what's really important is how you don't take care of your child, instead of playing basketball and playing around you should be taking care of him and playing with him", I said angrily. "I've trusted you and I thought that you was just always busy but I guess not", I said. "Let's go Q", I said holding his hand and pushing the stroller with my other hand.

"Wait, babe you're leaving me for this nigga?", he said pointing at him. "Look, I know I haven't been around and shit, but I promise that I'll be there for him and you", he said holding my hand with both of his hands. "Yeah, right", I said turning back and walking towards Q. "And who said that I was leaving you?", I said scoffing and stopping to tell him that. "Well, see you at home babe", he said running back to the basketball court. I just watched him go and then, went back to Q and we just finished our little walk.

"Hey Q, I have to go it's Juniors na-", I said while getting cut off by his soft lips on mine. I pushed back so quickly, and looked at him confused. "What was that for?", i said to him, "I really want you back", he said desperately. "I get that, but I'm not just gonna leave Chris, text you later?", i said. "Ight, I understand, see you later ", he gave me this little smile but then stopped smiling quickly, he looked so sad. "Bye, Junior!", he said waving bye and smiling at him, he smiled back.

I admittedly smiled when he did that, I really miss him, but I love Chris.

to be continued...............
sorry this chapter was only one persons pov, bye!