Blue's POV
Honestly.. I don't see how a person can simply 'love'. From what I understand, love is just a dream. It's not real. It doesn't exist. I can't help but be a cold hearted bastard. Love can fix me, or anything in this world. It can't fix hate, or hunger, or money problems. It can't even fix itself.
So how do you love? That's the real question.
Okay, I'll admit.. I flirt, I wink, I kiss, I give flowers... I don't know how that turns into 'love'.
I used to know how to love. But then, one day.. She disappeared. Her memory.
In elementary and middle school, I had a best friend. We had known each other since, like kindergarten. We did everything together. In middle school... I remember.. It was seventh grade. We were bike riding to a picnic area.. and.. it all went so fast. The bus.. it honked... But it was too late. The bus hit her. That damn bus hit my best friend. It was all my fault.. I was going to tell her about my feelings for her.. I was the one who suggested that we'd ride our bikes... But I lost her. I rushed her to the hospital.. and she was in a coma. I stayed by her the whole time she was asleep.. a few weeks.. Seventh grade was over by the time she woke up. But when she woke up.. she didn't remember me. I cried and cried and cried.
From then on, I just left her alone. I decided that she didn't need to remember me. I decided that love didn't exist. I decided life wasn't worth living. That's when I tried to jump off that cliff. But I survived. Even though I want to, I lived. That's how I got the scar on my face I have today.
That scar is a painful reminder that love isn't real and if it is, all it does is hurt people.
The worst part is... It was Serena.
That's why I flirt with her. That's why I hate my brother. She is the reason why. Serena. But she doesn't remember me. At all.
And yet, even though I don't believe in love.. I love Serena.
Hhhhheeeyyy shippers!! Jaylee here! And, well.. now you know. So now I can truly say this is a love triangle. Anyway, I hope this chapter made you hate Blue less.. hehe. You just wait until later..
Love,
Your stupid hedgehog (jaylee)
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