(trigger warning self-harm is matched in this chapter)
Colby POV
It was a normal day I woke up to an angry jake this has become more normal I wish it was not but it was. He looked more mad than normal so I knew I was in for a hit or two and I don't even know why.
"good morning," I said to hopefully get him to calm down a little. but no he was pissed.
"ya no. you know what you did and you knew you would be in trouble when you woke up this morning," he said with so much anger
" i.....oh wait what......did I do??" I asked knowing I would regret it.
" You went with sam to film and you didn't tell me. plus you were out all night and ignored all my text," he said with more anger than I had forgotten what happened the night before. now I remember. me and sam went to film a video for the week and I didn't tell Jake and I ignored him at first. But then I turned my phone off because I was over it and so was sam. I should have known this would happen if I did it. but at this point, I don't care because there is nothing I can do to make him happy and I cut because of jake. The only person that relay cares and is concerned for my safety at this point in time is sam. but jake doesn't know that.
"well I should be able to go and film for youtub/my job when I need to without telling you first," I said in the calmest tone I could. no one is home it is like 12:30 pm and everyone was out. so I am not safe right now because he can do whatever he wants to me and get away with it. And because I back talked I am in even more trouble.
"you know what get the fuck on you hands and knees now" he yelled at me. I hate when he yells at me it scares me and he knows that. That is why he does it to scare me and do what he wants me to do. but this time I cry. Because it is so loud and I am scared to the point where I just wanted to cry. I hear a loud noise from downstairs and it was not jake he was right in front of me. I here the door to my room open with a bang and I looked up to see who it was. It was sam. He punched jake in the face. I crawled to the corner of my bad and cried as the cops showed up. Jake was arrested for physical and mental abuse. I was still in the corner crying. Sam came up to me and hugged me as tight as he could without hurting me. I cried in his arms for 4 hours. everyone else in the house was out of town and jake was in jail so it was just me and sam. after 4 hours I calmed down. sam never left or let go of me. He has been there from the beginning and he knew that I would need help because he knew somehow that this was going to happen.
Sam will always be there for me no matter what and I love him for that. More than just as a friend.
okay so I am thinking about making this an actual book with a back story and everything but I am not 100% shure yet sooo. if you want this to be a booklet me know, please.
