Be With Me || Im Nayeon

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Y/N's POV
While I lay on the cold tiled bathroom floor...crying I remember when I first met Jimin, a slight smile formed but quickly disappeared as I thought of the situation right now.
Flashback
I was walking back home from my first day at a job, the street was empty and dark only a few cars would pass by.
I would only hear the sound of my heels hitting the concrete, and I saw the heat from my mouth as I walked since it was cold. I was distracted by a figure near the corner of the street....he was just standing there looking at seemingly...nothing. I was hesitant to walk by him but I had no other choice, I sped up my pace and tried to pass the corner quickly but couldn't as I suddenly felt a arm grab a hold of my shoulder

I felt like I was gonna die then and there...I was prepared for the worst, shutting my eyes.
But
The guy just simply said
"Umm, you dropped your bus card...here..." I felt a wave of relieve shine over me as I shyly took the card I had dropped, feeling quite embarrassed that I was scared of him.
"Oh...thank you" I shot a smile at him. He smiled back and just stared at me for a few seconds before shaking his head and facing the floor. It was Awkward.
"Did I scare you, y-you looked quite startled...if I did I'm sorry" he chuckled nervously. I shook my head and smiled at him and then shyly looked away.
"No...it's fine...I mean you did help me" i pulled my hair behind my ear as I admired him. He had messy black hair and a black hoodie and some ripped jeans...his eyes seemed to glisten....he looked....perfect.
"Yeah...umm...if u don't mind may I ask why are you around here so late? It's really dangerous you know and cold" he looked at me and frowned, he saw me shivering so he took of his hoodie and handed it to me. I was startled and started blushing.
"I was walking back from work....and thank you for the hoodie.." I looked at him, he only had a long sleeved shirt and nothing else. "Are you sure you want to give it to me...what about you?" I was actually concerned, even if it was some random guy I had just met.
"No,no, I'm fine don't worry...I'm used to dealing with this, and umm and I just thought that a pretty girl like you needed to be taken care of well..." he stared at me  as I blushed and nervously started chuckling..well great he's a flirt.
"Oh uh...thank you....and nice pick up line" I chuckled and he did the same, even tho he also seemed embarrassed. He stopped laughing and looked at me, almost admiring, and I couldn't help it I was blushing like crazy.
"Well at least we're making advancements...uhh I know we just met but...you're really cute and I'd like to hang out more...would you mind giving me your number?" He ruffled his hands through his hair and smiled. I was blushing again and I was having a breakdown inside. I smiled back and took out my phone nodding to him.
"Yeah of course...so I can get to hear more of your lame flirting attempts" I laughed and started telling him my number while he chuckled as well.

And thats where it all started, all the dates, all the gifts, all the affection, I thought he truly cared for me...but everything changed. After a few months of our relationship he changed, he wasn't the same caring nice guy I had once met. He became possessive and aggressive, he would get mad at the slightest things. After that the violence started...but yet I'm still with him.
Idk why I guess I'm desperate, I want to leave but I can't I'm scared of letting go...but if I don't my life would continue being....hell.