Chapter 23

3.6K 63 3
                                        

Chapter 23

Ana POV:

It's been a month or two since I confronted Harry about the whole Derek phone call fiasco and I haven't seen the rest of the boys at all their always out on missions and Harry goes with them as well once and a while but he always leaves 2-3 hundred guards and I'm not exaggerating he legibly leaves that many and make sure they guard every window and every door.

As for Harry and I we've been much more civil towards each other but I don't forgive him at all he took me from my life my friends and I can't even begin to explain how badly I wanna strangle him but at the same time I think but to my teenage years when I was obsessed with celebrity's and how I knew everything about my favorite as Harry knows about me and I don't even know how he knows all this one time I accidentally walked into his office

*Flash Back*

"Harry... harry" I called through the house I wanted to ask him if I could go outside for a bit. I haven't left this place since I've came and I'm dying for some fresh air.

I walked into his office to find him not here great I thought throwing my hands in the air dramatically sighing loudly as well "where the fuck is this boy" I mumbled I was about to turn and walk out when something caught my eye.

On his desk sat a folder with my name on it I quickly peeked out the door into the hall to make sure he wasn't gonna walk in and I didn't see sight if him.

I ran to the desk sat in his huge ass comfy chair and I grabbed the folder and started going through it and all I found were 100's of facts about me all my favorite things my personal information even stories from when I was younger how did he even get these I though.

My eyes started tearing up he's practically stalking me although I live with him because he forced me to and he claims he loves me yet he abuses me and forces me to do thing I don't wanna do

"Kitten what on earth are you doing" a voice boomed I dropped the folder on the desk and turned the chair around to find Harry standing their with his fists balled up and his jaw tensed telling me he was mad "I uh i" I couldn't even talk I was frozen " princess didn't your parents teach you not to go through other peoples belongings" he started I stood up "well you tell me since you know everything about me" I screamed turning around picking up the folder then throwing it at him but he just stood frozen

His breath rapid he took two steps forward to the point where he was right in front of me he picked his hand up and smacked me right across the face my head turned to the right I chocked holding back sobs

Harry then wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him so we were standing Harry's arms around my shoulders and mine by my sides and his chin on my head he stroked my hair pecking my head every now and then after a couple of minutes I put my arms around his waist not wanting to make him anymore mad

"Sweetheart I love you, you know that don't you" he said sound calm he then clenched his teeth his grip tightening "don't you" he nearly spat I quickly shook my head "y-yes" I croaked out his grip loosened "good" he mumbled and continued "now sweetie I hate hurting you but you know you must follow the rules and I know for sure this was one if the rooms I said you couldn't enter when I gave you a tour of your new home wasn't it babe" he asked I nodded "now baby if you don't follow the rules I need to punish you or you won't learn and even though it pains me to see you in pain it must be done" he said tightening his grip a little but not to hurt me just so he could be as close as possible to me and although it bothered me their wasn't much I could do

Harry continued "but baby I'm really sorry I hurt you but it had to be done" he mumbled the last sentence "but I really love you doll" he said I mumbled a "i love you to" knowing that if I didn't he would only scold me more and also through in a punishment

* end of flash back*

Ya so he knows everything about me and he loves me like I did with my favourite celebrity when I was younger and I know how it feels to love someone to the point you wanna explode and I know how he feels but I can't just love him back I mean I can't forgive him I just can't I've never had an easy time forgiving people like I have a hard time forgetting people's mistakes it's just very hard for me to do and I'm also very stubborn so everything that's happening just I don't even know what to say I wanna forgive him I can't believe I just said that but I do and I kinda wanna act like his girlfriend I mean when I act like that he's always so sweet and kind and considering but when I deny him he turns into that scary vicious cruel violent man I've come to loathe so I don't know what to do like what can I really do.

"Kitten..... Baby......." I heard Harry scream from downstairs right now I was in "our" bedroom laying on the bed thinking things over "sweetheart where are you my love" he continued screaming "in here" I yelled back and I heard him book it up the stairs and enter our room

He stood in the doorway looking at me with a smile playing on his lips "mmm there you are princess" he said walking towards me he layed down next to me and pulled me into his arms "so what were you doing honey" he asked sounding genuinely curious "I was just thinking" I replied "oh what were you thinking about beautiful" Harry asked propping himself on his elbow staring down on me "you... Me.... Us.." I said said staring at my hands that rested on my stomachs I sighed "mmm what about us sweet pea?" He asked "just how everything's been ya know what I want in the future" I said now picking at the covers "now what do you want in our future kitten" he asked sitting up and pulling me into his lap so he was resting against the headboard and I was in his lap side ways my head resting on his shoulder and our hands were intertwined "well to be honest I don't know I really don't know what I want" I said leaving out the forgiving him nonsense it is nonsense right "well my love you may not know what you want but I know what I want" he said "oh really" I asked now sitting up in lap "yes really" he said "well what do you want" I asked "I want to get married with you and settle down in a nice big house maybe even this one and then I want to have kids with you and then while you stay home and take care of them I'll still run my gang and every time I'll get to go home and cuddle with you and ask our kids about their day and we'll have dinner together and everything will be perfect" he said staring off longingly like he was just looking into our future "that's really what you want" I asked he nodded vigorously

"But baby let's not talk about that it's really bringing down the mood" he said now brightening up and kissing my cheek "let's order some Chinese take out and cuddle and watch some movies hmm" he asked I nodded being to emotionally worn out to answer he smiled and pecked my cheek

"Now let's go downstairs" we stood up and walked down stairs and started our night together which included him being his clingy self not letting me go for a minute and me being lost in my thoughts....

Author note: I know I haven't updated a lot my parents have been unbelievably clingy I have no idea why so I haven't had a chance to really update!! But I will try to and just wanted to say I love you all and I will update more and ya!! Xoxoxoox -Lhyba

His Property (Harry Styles)Where stories live. Discover now