Yandere's web. FukaLen.

Ch. 1

Useless.

Broken.

Waste of space

Stupid.

Freak.

Monster.

These words were repeated to Fukase at a young age, over and over again by peers, family, bullies and anyone that saw Fukase. It used to hurt him but he became emotionless. He felt nothing. Nothing ever.

Growing up, Fukase was on his own.
His mother and father abandoned him at an early age. He was two years old, his parents drove as far off as they could, once they were far enough away, they dumped Fukase the side of the road where they left and never came back. Fukase was found by a woman who later on took him in. The woman lived with her husband and two kids.
They all treated Fukase like a human being, but Fukase figured they were doing it out of pity, little did he know they were being sincere and trying to raise him with love.
Fukase still felt nothing but sadness and emptiness.
He acted normal to keep his new family from taking him to a child's psychiatrist.

A few years passed and Fukase was getting used go his new family.

Arsloid, the woman's blood son and Fukase's adoptive older brother, was playing violent video games.

"Do you want to play games with me?" Arsloid asked holding out the game controller for Fukase to take.

Fukase put on a fake smile and took the controller.

Arsloid explained the rules of the game, how to play, and every detail so Fukase wouldn't have to ask.
Fukase was a fast learner so he understood everything and played well.

The violent video games helped Fukase cope with his child experiences and even imagined the people he was killing in the video game, was the people who have mistreated him before. He stabbed, shot, chainsawed, and did everything he could to kill the enemy in his game.

No one knew what he was actually picturing in his mind as he did this.

In Fukase's mind, everyone was grey.  No one in his life glowed brightly, no one was in color. He didnt see Arsloid's red hair, he saw grey, he didnt see any ones colors at all. He knew colors he just didnt see them in people.  He believed it would be like this for the rest of his life.

Fukase had to go to a new school with Arsloid and Cul. He was turning six so he had to go to an elementary school.

He kept his eyes on the ground as the teacher introduced him to the class, he sat alone at a table, he played alone in the sandbox at recess, he worked alone in partner activities, he sat out in gym class and he avoided social interaction if he had to start up the conversation. He waited for people to talk to him. No one did.

Fukase hated school.

His adoptive mother would be waiting at the door and ask "how was school?" While taking off his jacket.

Fukase put on a fake smile and simply said "It was good, thanks Mom."

She smiled too.

A few weeks passed and he always said he has great days at school.

But what Fukase didnt know is his teacher emailed her about how he acts in school. How he avoids conversations in front of the class and how he avoids eye contact with teachers. How he is falling behind with partner activities and projects. And how he is mostly spent alone or sleeping.

It bothered the mom so much. She wished he would've made at least one new friend.

Fukase ate dinner then went to bed.
He was really skinny.

A question woke him up, and he was unable to fall back asleep until it was answered.

He snuck out of bed and went into his adoptive mother's room.

"Mom?"

"What is it sweety? Are you ok?"

She was reading a chapter book by a lamp that was placed on a nightstand.

"I was wondering.... Can I have a phone? Arsloid and Cul have one. And I want to use it to play games and take pictures. Please?" Fukase asked.

"But sweety... Youre almost six. You don't need a phone."

"You're right... I'm sorry..." Fukase said. His head hung low.
Of course, he was acting.  He was good at manipulating his adoptive mother. She always felt bad for him because he was abandoned and other stuff she don't know about, so she spoiled him, gave him everything he wanted, and if she at first said no, Fukase would fake cry or go to his room and wait for her to walk by his room and say things to his teddy bear so she could hear things like "she's acting like mommy did. She doesn't love me." Or "Maybe she hates me like mommy did, that's why she won't give me what I want." Its been like that for a while. Cul is usually never home, she hangs out with friends or is at school. Same with Arsloid except he is home but its rare. He gets spoiled too. Just if he says the words "Can I have this?" Or "May I do this?" Or "Mom can you help?"

Fukase slowly walked away and added a fake sniffle.

A sigh escaped her mouth.

"I'll think about it Fukase." She said.

"Thank you Mom." Fukase said with a fake smile.

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Fukase waited for days but still no phone.
Until
His birthday.
His mother got him a good smart phone.
Games, Pictures, everything he wanted.
Fukase faked smiled, even at his birthday.

A family picture was taken. 
Fukase at the middle of the table, birthday cake in front of him, presents next to him and a smile on his face.
His mother stood behind him.
His brother and sister stood next to him.
The father stood next to the mom. Both parents had one hand on his shoulders.
Balloons were everywhere.

It was everything a normal kid could want.
Normal. As in, feeling things like a normal person.