I'm sorry.

Safe and sound

Felix's P.O.V

I didn't want to leave Cry there by himself while we were over here at my place celebrating. I thought of the feeling when I finally got to embrace him. I wanted to see him so badly. It was unbearable. I don't know why, but when Marzia suggested it, I got all excited. I couldn't thank her enough.

"Marzia," I said as I kissed her lightly on the cheek. "I wanted to thank you again," I know, I know, I've seen Toby, Mark, Ian, Anthony, Kalel, and Ken before, but this time we could see each other all at the same time. And Cry. Cry and Minx. One big group of friends reuniting, smiling, talking, drinking, playing video games. Laughing so loudly the neighbors can hear. And only one more day. I could hear Ryan's voice. I could hear the crying of Marzia, the tears being let out, streaming down her face. Why was this happening.

"Felix, are you there?" She giggled as I snapped out of my thoughts.

"Yep."

"Okay, I'm going to go make some tea, want some?"

"No thanks," I hesitated. I wanted to ask her about the party.

"Hey, uh, about Cry," I pushed myself to say.

"Yeah?" Marzia asked as she turned around and looked at me. I was close to her now.

"Uhh.." My words traveled off on there own. I was curious. "Do you think things will be awkward? I mean, Cry and me are really good friends, internet friends. And I've never seen his face so-"

"I think you two will get along fine," She cut me off. I thought so too, but, will he be secretive? Like about his past and stuff. I really wanted to get to know him better. I really wanted to see what he looked like, yet I didn't want to force him. I think it's pretty self explanatory.

"Okay," I continued. "Hey, Marzia, I love you, you know that? With all those fanfictions and those crazy fangirls and fanboys shipping pewdiecry and shit, I want you to ignore that. It's just expressing their feels..I guess.." I really didn't know what to say.

"I love you, too, Felix." She laughed quietly. She headed towards our small kitchen. "You're so awkward, and that is one of the things that makes you perfect," She said as she walked towards the cupboard. I chuckled slightly, realizing how fucking awkward I really was, and blushed. I really did love her. But something felt missing. As if something wasn't right, something I needed, but didn't have. All I knew was that we were safe and sound. And I liked it like that. She came back, sipping her tea. And I lost control, I have no idea what came over me, I started crying...loudly. It was like my heart just exploded.

"Felix! What's wrong? Are you hurt?" She was concerned.

"Uh-uh-no." I was stuttering. I hugged her tightly. "I just don't want anything to happen to you. I have no idea why I'm crying, though. I can't stop. I love you so so much Marzia but something feels wrong."

"What is it, Felix? Am I bothering you, do you need a break?" Oh god I felt terrible. Absolutely awful.

"Marzia, Marzia, no. I don't need a break, and you are defiantly not bothering me," I answered with complete honesty.

"Then what is it?" Her eyes were full of worry. I could tell.

"When Ryan gets here, something bad will happen, I don't know what, but something..." I had no idea how I knew this. I had no idea how Marzia will think of me. And I had no idea what would happen next.

GUESS YOU JUST HAVE TO FIND OUT NEXT TIME! Hope you fabulous people liked this part, and school is hell, so I have no idea when I'll be updating and stuff. I wanted you guys to get to know me a bit better, so here it goes. AND ALSO, ONCE I GET MY NEW IPHONE ILL BE ABLE TO COMMENT..HOPEFULLY..yes that's right. I'm a wattpad user who can't comment because her phone sucks ass. Like, ew.

1. I love burritos.

2. I hate school.

3. I love youtube and books.

4. I have a hamster named Oreo, lol.

5. I really love Phantogram. And other various artists. Like Lana Del Rey <3

6. I love the show Teen Titans Go tbh.

7. My name is Jordan.

8. JORDDDDDANNNNN.

9. I ship mostly everything.

10. My Instagram is @melixphandom

11. YEP. MELIX. PHANDOM. #phan4life.

12. I'm fab.