Chapter 10

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Mahani's Pov

(Warning ⚠️Sexual content/ Assault. Skip Where There Are ⚠️Signs)

The bed in my room never felt so sunken in my life. It felt as if I was submerged under water just laying down on the gravel fishes lay upon. In my head are the repeated visions of that tormented time I went through as the cover stick to my face slowing my breath. My body felt cold and my hands clammy. I shiver every time the vision is repeated. I didn't even want to move out of this bed or out of this room for a long time. She did warn me but I didn't want to listen thinking she wouldn't dare do that to her sister, right? I was wrong once again and once again she misleads me. 

All the times I sat thinking she would change but breaks my heart over and over again. Especially since she was my blood and my sibling. I use to have faith that she wouldn't be just like her mother just plain evil. I use to think she would be closer to me and we would have each other back like real siblings should. I always wanted siblings that I would play with growing up. Study with, or even have simple fights with but makeup right after. I can never have something I've wanted it just doesn't end well if I do. 

Yes, siblings are what I wanted but not an evil one. Jina is what I got on top of that Mark. Even though Mark was somewhat of a good brother it just wasn't enough for me. He became too confused because of his mother. In the end, he hurt me as well. I can't even have a somewhat possibility of something good. I wanted a mother around and I get Jillian an evil-ass "mother" like the ones in the cinderella stories. Which she could never be and she would always be Jillian to me. Not just that, I can't even love someone anymore. Having a boyfriend has become impossible for me. My sister will ruin that for me just to make my life miserable.

What happened today ruined half of me and probably any chance for another man to ever get close to me. I didn't like any of it and who would? I hated her for it and I wanted to kill her for it.

A little after lunch, since we were having a half-day I wanted to get something I left out of my locker. I didn't want to go to my locker after school. I left James and the others to go to my locker. I told them I would meet up with them later at the gym. As I was putting my last item in my backpack someone closed my locker hard. I jumped and turned around to see Jina and cole standing in front of me. They were leaning against the lockers as if they were waiting for me. I knew what she was up to again and I'm not here for it at all. I slowly zipped up my backpack and got ready to run. 

"I warned your ass, didn't I? I told you not to be around him. Now I'm hearing and seeing you around them all the time. I'm about to give you a taste of why I warned you." I finished zipping my backpack as soon as she was done talking. I ran off quickly as I put my backpack on securing both staps. Taking a turn towards a corner fast on my feet trying to check for a room with a teacher in it. There were just closed doors within the empty hallway on each side. I heard running footsteps coming closer so I knew I had to run faster. 

I turned around another corner and there was the lunchroom. I knew people were still in there because after some eat they love to sit and talk till the bell rings. I tried to make my way to the lunchroom door. The thing is as soon as I hit that corner I was pulled back roughly by my backpack and Cole swung me around. He pushed me against the wall hard and thankfully my full backpack blocked the pressure. That didn't stop my elbow from hitting the wall. The impact made me close my fist and my eyes trying to help the pain.

He put his hand around my neck and started squeezing it hard but not so hard that I couldn't breathe.

"Why run bitch you knew I would catch you," Cole said smiling all sickly in my face probably thinking of what to do to me first. I just don't want to be in this moment right now. Jina caught up with us breathing hard and she swung her hand back and slapped me. It made cole move his hand from my neck not trying to get hit as well.

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