Chapter 3

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Mahani's Pov

People have been just doing too much and a lot of petty shit. Either towards me or making a way to harm me. The things that have been happening to me have made me realize I couldn't handle it by myself. There is no one to talk to or tell about how hurt I am. There are so many people around me that hates me and I couldn't do anything about it. What could I do? What could anyone do? You can't change someone or make them like you. The reason you ask? Well, it's because everyone thinks I got my brother killed. He was very loved around here and everyone adored him even me. Even though he did some things I didn't like he was still my brother. That's not the only reason though. I felt like they hated me anyways and thought I was just easy to bully. All because my sister does it and my brother just ignores it and me sometimes.

They say when your family doesn't respect you others around you won't either. I really felt that quote since now everyone thinks they could just do whatever they want to me. All because my siblings did not respect me. The only thing I can think of is to maybe solve this problem with the hate they give. I needed to see how and why my brother died and how does this involve me? The only reason I'm thinking it involves me is that at the moment I was already hated around here. When my brother was alive they still hated me and they just added his death to make matters worse. Currently, things have been just that, worse. 

When I got home from New York a day after he passed and my dad had to work. Jillian beat me up so badly that I had to wear something to cover up the scars from my dad and from people at school. She made sure she didn't get my face just to keep the secret unknown. All this just to put all that anger out on me and for what I did at the hospital. She said that I disrespected her in front of everyone. She also said that I was going to go fuck some little boy at the hospital while my brother was laying dead. 

The guy that I hugged was a total stranger to me. He looked so hurt and as if he was going to faint, I just had to help him. He was very handsome too now that I think about it but I wasn't focused on that at all. Jillian lied to my dad about the reason I had to stay in my room when he got home after she beat my ass. She said that I was about to go ride with some random little boy and have sex. My dad yelled at me through my door and told me that I was on punishment. I couldn't use my phone or tv anymore. Not knowing I usually don't watch tv or be on my phone like that anyway. I don't have friends to talk to and I'm too busy to watch tv most of the time. He never said I couldn't use my laptop though. I bought my own laptop that I am on most of the time and use for many purposes. My dad still hasn't noticed me anymore and it's starting to show. I know that he cares and he gets so busy trying to take care of us. Anything that's been happening with any of his kids he wouldn't know about it. Until he finds out too late and that's the problem.

 Until he finds out too late and that's the problem

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Mahani's sister Jina in the pic above.

I would always want to hang around my brother because I didn't like my sister as much. I would also go hang around him and his friends sometimes. I didn't have anyone to talk to at all and he was the only one that doesn't mind me being around as much. I would hang around with my brother rather than my sister since he just ignores me. If I were to hang out with my sister and wouldn't be great. Her friends would just bully me or make me do stuff for them that I don't like while my sister allows it. While also putting her two cents on it. 

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