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" one day i inlove of a gay , i really really love him . he is a very kind person so , i inlove with him . "
i can't explain the feelings that i feel . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
i know this relationship is not normal in a real guy . . . . . .
when i first i meet with him i can't explain my reaction when i saw with him .
it's look like a slow motion , but my heart is beating fast .
after a year , nagkaroon kami ng relasyon at nag sama kami ng maligaya . . . . . . . . .
we really love each other and cheerful , loyal and honest . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
anywhere we go always kaming mag kasama kahit saan man mapunta . . . . . . . . . . .
i'd never affected to say people about of my relationship . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
when i was a child i have a heartdisease pero hindi ko ito pinansin kaya nung ako'y binata na lumubha ang karamdaman ko . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
after that , he would never idled to carrying at me . he is a kind and loving person . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
" is this a destiny or not " ????
kasi para sa akin siya na ang one and only destiny/tadhana ko until my last breath . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
after a year , lumubha ang aking karamdaman . i dont know kung anong mangyayari sa akin ang ini isip ko lamang kung ano ang mang yayari sa buhay ng minamahal ko . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
iwan ko nga kung bakit may namamatay na tao?? . sana wala na lang . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
ang gusto ko lamang ay may happy ending kagaya sa mga fairytail . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
"pero para sa akin walang happy ending , kung hindi ay mayroong sad ending" . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
the one and only i say of him is (MY FIRST AND LAST LOVE IS GAY)
it's complicated to me ! ! ! , , , . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
BINABASA MO ANG
my first and last love is a gay.
Roman d'amour*2nd book* it's all about of loving by each other but one day , hindi inaasahang pang yayari mayroon ba itong happy ending o wala tutukan ang bawat chapter ng story na ito promise nakaka iyak ito . . . . . . . . . . . . . but it depends kung maiiya...