-i guess i'm gay { l.mh x h.js }

TEARS

minho's heart was beating so fast. they were about to fucking kiss. oh my god. holy shit. HOLY ACTUAL FUCKING SWHIT IM FREAKING OUT MY GOD HOLY I-, he thought to himself.

just when their lips were about to touch jisung stopped, and laid back in bed again. he sighed, following with a small sorry. but minho wasn't having it. he grabbed jisung by the collar, pulling him up again, closed his eyes and softly kissed him on the lips. jisung's eyes widened, and a red tint formed on his cheeks. they pulled away and minho smiled at the boy.

"woah" jisung said, his lips forming a thin line afterwards.

"not so straight now are you?" minho said and winked. jisung hit him playfully on the shoulder and laughed shyly.

"but what do i do about sarah .. and my- nevermind." minho looked at him in confusion. his what?

"your what? finish the sentence." jisung gulped and took a deep breath.

"my parents, they're homophobic. i got together with sarah so they would think that i'm straight, but i'm not, i've known ever since i was a kid. they would always tell me that being gay was a huge sin and about how bad it is. but when became older it became more obvious that i wasn't straight. i got a boyfriend, and i was so happy with him, but then my mum walked in on us kissing. she scolded me, and said that i was a horrible human being, and that she hated me. they didn't abuse me physically, but they hurt me through words. some years later, about last year maybe, i got asked out by sarah and i said yes because then maybe my parents would stop saying horrible stuff to me and they did." jisung ranted anda few tears started forming in his eyes.

minho looked at the poor boy, and pulled him into a tight embrace. jisung started to cry on minho's shoulder, and they hugged for about a whole minute before minho spoke up.

"i'm so sorry jisungie.." he said and looked at the squirrel-boy. he thought for a bit before speaking up again.

"you know, maybe we just don't have to tell your parents. we can keep it a secret, until you're ready." he said and comforted jisung.

"well..what about sarah? what if she tells them?"

"she wont, and if she does, i guess you'll just have to move in with me" minho said and smiled, and jisung laughed softly.

"thank you minho" jisung said and hugged minho a second time.

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