Chapter 4

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by EmmaCWaters

by EmmaCWaters

(Daniels pov)
~A little over 4 months ago~
(Y/n = bold
Daniel = italic and bold)

Y/n please hear me out

Daniel you cheated on me

But-

There's not but's. she shook her head opening the door

She kissed me. I said quickly, she stopped in place about to leave

A-and I pushed her away and told her that I only want to be with you

You still hangout with her, you still hid it from me, I need time. Goodbye Daniel

I love you. I mumbled, the door closed she left me. I slid down the wall crying wanting her to come back and tell me this was a joke.

~Now in LA~

I'm laying in my bed reading the letters y/n wrote me when we were together. They are stained with my new and some old tears. Her words were so soft, so sweet, so..real. Why did I hurt her? I swore in my head the break up was the right thing for us but it wasn't. All I've been doing is writing music pretending that I'm happy. I'm not..I'm not happy without her and Flynn. God I miss my son I want both of them back so badly.

I guess everyone will know "I still do" is about y/n but I won't confirm it. She really does have the upper hand now that I'm lonely. I still picture us together. Smiling, laughing, cuddling. I feel the past pulling my body. I wish I would have told her I'm sorry and actually try to fix this.

I still want her. I want her back so badly. But I know she doesn't want me back..I mean she blocked me on everything after our breakup. I messed up.

I pulled out another letter she wrote for me and start reading it.

Dear Dani,
I want you to know how amazing you are. I want to thank you for giving me this chance to be with an angel. You never cease to amaze me. You have made me feel things that I never thought I could experience. You gave me a son, a beautiful baby boy. Our beautiful baby boy, you've showed me how to I can make myself better. You're words have and always will be my guidance, my inspiration. You showed me dreams can come true. Thanks for being my everything, my best friend, my boyfriend and the father of my child. I can't wait to see where life takes you, Flynn and I.

Love, y/n.

I let out a sigh and lean back into my pillows. I run my hand through my hair and grab onto it lightly. I want her back and I want Flynn back. I want my family back