best friends | jabez vill

chapter 6

recap:
y/n: "no dum dum it's yo-"
end of recap
⚠️trigger warning⚠️
y/n: "im sorry I shouldn't have said t-"
j: "it's you y/n...it's been you, i wasn't going to say anything but i like you. i like everything about you. your personality, your laugh, you're smile, you're body, everything."
y/n: "r-really?"
j: "yes 'r-really'...y/n i like you too"
y/n: "but what about all the shortys you fuc-"
j: "it's all made up i only have 1 body and I regret it so much"
y/n: "okay but we shouldn't just jump into everything"
j: "why not we've been best friends since 1st grade and I've always thought you were cute and I always liked everything about you. have you ever seen me hang around any other girls. you're the only one I want."
y/n: "really?"
j: "will you be my girlfriend"
I didn't say anything i just pushed him up against the wall and kissed him. he issued back without hesitation.
j: "aren't you a virgin?"
y/n: "yea but i wouldn't mind losing it to you"
j: "are you sure you want to do this"
you didn't say anything you just kissed him more passionately ever before but with tears in your eyes. it's not that you don't want to have sex with jabez it's just that sex is a very emotional thing for you.
flashback
when you were just 11 years old you were raped by you're uncle he's in jail now but jabez is pretty much the only person who knows about it and he's the person you call whenever you get nightmares or when you freak out.
end of flashback
he flips you two around and pushes you against the wall this time. he pulls away from the kiss and walks over to the door and locks it.
y/n: "i want you. now."

320 words.
this chapter is supposed to be emotional but idk if I'm really any good at it so lmk