idc who you are or what you've done to me. if i express my feelings for you, know i mean it. i may have been called many things by many ppl but nobody can feel anything for me. it sucks when you show love and so much gratitude for someone and its automatically pushed away as if it was a burden. if i talk to you and tell you i have feelings for you, it doesn't mean i wanna cut the chase and mess around. it means i wanna do this, i wanna be happy together. but if you can accept the fact that after all the time i've spent helping you find your own feeling and you deny me of me trying to make you happy, what was the point? even if it was a friendly conversation. if you text me or i text you, i want to talk to you, i want you to be the thought in my brain that day. i dont text ppl out of spite or to mess around. i do it bc i care. being used as a pawn to numb the pain you have isnt okay. if your gonna use me don't waste my time. im there to be real.
srry i had to get that out its been rough lately <3
