The Change In My Life

Chapter 2

That's been a year or so ago by now. We tried to ignore that the best we could, but in problems or conversations like that we couldn't help ourselves. I tried so hard to forget about that and stay pure the rest of my relationships until I got married. It was so hard but I found Jesus that year  later on. I told Jake about Jesus, he agreed that we should follow him. We stayed together for 3 years, me and Jake. Then everything fell apart when I found out that he was just using God as a cover-up. I was angry, but I got help from the pastors at the church I was visiting. I really don't know about jake, but God helped me. I finally was happy without a relationship with a guy. god was my only relationship for about 3 more years after Jake. He is still with me till this day, and I still really love him. I think I love him more now then I did 3 years ago. When I go to church I feel him move in the worship and sermons. Its amazing how much I can feel him. The fourth year after Jake, God gave me a wonderful, and Godly man to be with. I love him entirely. He's always there for me when I need him the most and when I don't even need him. He's always there when I'm down, when I'm mad, when I'm in my moods, he's pretty much always there. And I love him for that. We've been talking a lot about when we should get married, and what our thoughts were about this kind of stuff. We love each other dearly and we have decided to take it there.