Shoto~?

Part 5

[Izukus Diary]
Uggggh it all my fault. Shoto wouldn't have gone to the hospital if I had known how to help. How can I be a real hero if I can't even help my friends. I'm a worthless moron. Even All Might can see it. I shouldn't even have one for all. All might only gave it to me because he had pity for a quirkless loser. Katsuki was right I should just throw myself off a building at least I wouldn't screw up all the time.

"Hey deku!"
"Ochocco?"
"I wanted to invite you to a pool party. We're using the school pool this weekend for 'training'. So are you coming!"
"Yeah. Sure I'll go Ochocco.."
"Deku are you okay? You've been acting strange even since Shoto got out of the hospital."
"I'm fine Ochocco. Just a little tired."
"Deku your sweating take your jacket off."
"I don't need to bye.."
"Deku..!" Ochocco says while gripping on to his writst.
Izuku let out a small scream.
"Deku are you really okay??"
"Yeah I'm okay can you just let go please your hurting my wrist."
"I'm sorry Deku."
"It's okay. Bye Ochocco."
"Bye Deku.."
Ochocco said while waving goodbye.

[At the pool party]

"NOONE TOLD ME DEKU WAS COMING!" Katsuki screamed.
"Be quiet Katsuki." Tenya said mockingly.
"ILL BEAT YOUR ASS SONIC DO TRY ME!!!"
"Uggh." Tenya growned

"Hey Deku get in the pool!"
"Sure Ochocco."

Izuku pulls his shoes off and pants. And eases himself in the pool. The chlorine in the pool burns the open cuts on his arms.

"Deku pull off your shirt. It's fine to not have a shirt on."
"No. I'm good."
"LOOK AT DEKU ASHAMED OF HIS BODY GETTING IN THE POOL WITH A LONG SLEEVE SHIRT ON. ILL ROST YOU NERD!"
"Katsuki can you please stop."
"I WONT STOP DEKU. ARE YOU GONNA CRY HOME TO YOUR MOM."
"Whatever."

For the rest of the party Izuku didn't speak to Shoto. Izuku finally had enough of Katsukis bullshit. So Izuku went to the bathroom to be alone.

I'm worthless. Why did I even come. I knew Shoto would be here. Goddammit I'm so stupid. Why? Why did I have to come?! I made Shoto feel bad now I'm embarrassing myself. I shouldn't have fucking came. I'm a dumbass a quirkless idiot. I'm to stupid to be a pro hero.

[Shoto talking to Ochocco and Tenya]

"He said nothing was going on he said he wasn't mad." Tenya said.
"He hasn't talked to me in a month I'm worried about Izuku." Shoto said.
"He told me he was just tired but fine. He's been acting different lately."
"I'm worried that he's blaming himself for what happened. I hope he knows it's not his fault."said Shoto worried.

It's my fault it's all my fault. Why am I so stupid. I hate myself. I should just die no one would care about a quirkless moron like me.

Izuku splashes water on his face.

"I DIDNT KNOW THAT THEY MADE PUBLIC BATHROOMS FOR NERDS LIKE YOU DEKU."
"Yeah."
"WHATS WRONG DEKU! CAT GOT YOUR TOUNGE!"
"Yeah."
Katsuki glances down at Izuku's rolled up sleeves.

Oh my gosh? Is Deku that worthless that he would do that to himself. That damn nerd. Is he okay? Uggh that nerd. He never ceases to amaze me in the ways he hurts himself.

Izuku noticed Katsuki staring at something. Izuku looks down to see that he didn't roll down his sleeve.

Katsuki knows I'm gonna die. He's gonna tell everyone.

"Deku.." Katsuki says while walking away with a disturbed look on his face.

"Hey Katsuki? What's wrong?" Jiro asked.

Katsuki just shake his head a looked down at the ground.

"Katsuki are you okay."
"WHY DO YOU T-THINK YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO ASK IF IM OKAY nerd.." Katsuki started shanking. Katsuki ran back to his room.

Word count:647

~I'm just gonna write this for fun so forgive me if it goes from serious to stupid. Imma try to keep it serious tho. Byeeeee my pop tart children ✌🏻💖~